NGES HUS BAK!!

I'm back! Hoooray!!! Gaaaad I missed this. I was so busy lately. Imagine, as per Friendster my last log in was about three weeks ago. Haha. And my oh my... Wordpress changed. I was surprised to see all my widgets from the old theme [I used] appear in my page. And.. and.. and! you can now actually crosspost your Multiply notes on your Facebook account.. Oh men! Ganun katagal ba ako nawala talaga??

Anyway, Im here at Bianca's. They have this cool weighing scale, so chic! So I tried it.. Nalungkot na lang ako kasi mas bumigat pa ako ngayon. Boohoo! I need to start taking my diet seriously. Discipline... where art thou? I'm not sure if it's going to be effective but I'll try to eat tuna for dinner. As in tuna lang. I got the idea from a friend and it looked effective on her.. Sana ganun din sa akin. =D Ohwell, wish me luck.

Yeah.. yeah.. There's not much enthusiasm in this entry.
But hey! I'm baaaaaaaack!

this is it!

I looked at myself in the mirror this morning, naked. And I wasn't really happy with what I saw. I saw someone who needs to be reconstructed. I feel like I've lost control over myself. Worse, I feel like napabayaan ko ng sobra ang sarili ko. I ate too much. I was bummed out. And now, I feel so unpretty inside and out.

So now, Imma start losing weight by following a strict diet. And who knows, if I become successful in this one, this maybe a good start for my reconstruction. And hopefully, by the end of June, I'll be back to my old physique and be a better person.

i am still fat.

argh... and i think i'm getting fatter and heavier. what can i do, i can't stop eating. super hirap mag-diet. badtrip.

cientobente. on diet.

losing weight is the second hardest thing in the world. resisting tempting foods is the hardest. arg. one week at elbi means one week of (finally) dancing again but hey, am still not feeling it. i'm still not feeling any lighter, no improvements... zero... nada.

i-a-m-s-t-i-l-l-f-a-t.

i'm not that fat really but i always believed that prevention is better than cure. i'm just getting so sick and tired of hearing my mom time and again telling me that i've too lose weight NOW; otherwise, it'd be too late. if there's anything good that came out from being extra chubby now it's that it was a reason enough to convince my mom that i got to go back to elbi to dance again. if not for that 10 to 15 pounds extra baggage, i'd still be here at bulacan running errands that can't even get a single drop of sweat off from me. in short, activities that are not helping me lose weight in any way.

i still have lotsa time, actually. i'm just getting sooo impatient coz eyes are on me. it's always the first thing my friends notice... "ang taba mo.." sheesh. kung hindi lang masama manampal ng kaibigan. hoho.

but hey, i'm now back to my circulation. in due time, i'd be able to go back to my old physique. i swear.