How I wish finding answers to my "why" and "how" questions is as easy as typing keywords online and wait for Google as it loads the answer. But I can't google your mind. If I can, maybe I already raped the search button so many times.
So I guess there's nothing left for me to do but this... do nothing. Do nothing as the days go by without a word from you. Do nothing as we both get used to not talking to each other anymore. Do nothing as we move on with our lives. Do nothing as you forget about me. Do nothing as I try to forget you even though I know I can't. Do nothing as the memories of you and I fade in the shadows of what ifs and what could have beens.
Oh f*ck, I miss you.