Monday, November 30, 2009

Definitely In Cloud 9 :)

I still can't believe that people actually loved my So Dope choreography. I honestly thought it was very amateur and that it will definitely show that it my first time. Well, I'm super duper happy that it went well. I got lots of good feedback and some helpful tips on how I can improve. It really inspired me to continue on trying. Perhaps, someday, if I work really hard, I'll be worthy of even just one collabo dance with two of the topnotch choreographers I have ever known - Erik and Louie! Yeah!

It still hasn't sunk in to me yet. At times, I'd like to think that I am just dreaming. I never thought I could pull something like this off. I was contented to just being in the background and dance whatever it is that was being taught to me. Thanks to Ja(ck)nina and Mai for pushing me and encouraging me to do it. Also, I am uber thankful to Erik for being so supportive and for encouraging me as well. Although sometimes I think he's just biased, his words really helped me A LOT! Of course, to God for giving me the patience, perseverance, and the creativity that I need to come up with the choreography. I am super happy!!

I was initially afraid that it might turn out as the greatest fiasco of all time for noobs who wants to try and be a choreographer. Fortunately, it turned out otherwise. It made my heart bloat to know that someone was actually inspired by my choreography. I am indeed in Cloud 9. I never thought I'd experience being commended for a dance that I can call MINE.

LIFE surprised me again. The only difference is, I'm loving it this time!

My choreography to So Dope by the New Boyz

Thursday, November 26, 2009

growing up. growing old.

I saw an old man today. I just watched him and listened to him as he rants about everything there is to rant about. His rants about the difference between the present generation and his were as if nonstop. From the looks of it, he's the only one enjoying the conversation. Then it occurred to me that someday, somehow, we're all gonna be like him. We'll all grow gray hairs and perhaps, will have a million more things to rant about. At some point we'll get stuck and won't be able to cope with the changes. I think it's a phase we all have to go through. We'll all stop growing up and begin growing old. We all have to accept that it is like death, it's inevitable.

Yeah, I guess it is.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

work it, crazy!

i am pasaway. i should be on my feet finishing my choreography for this sat's open training. but i am here, vegetating again in front of my pc. well, this won't take any longer. i just want to write first then i'll turn this distraction off.

although tiresome, i am enjoying every minute of my busy schedule. i met a lot of people and got to work with other business centers' personnel. it's just funny that my sched has been so crazy the past weeks. most days, i am at ortigas practicing for something or attending seminars. like next week, i won't be reporting at the office at all. ow-em-nyi.

also, i was pretty much exhausted at work today. fyi: i reported at our office. how's that. stayed til 7pm but still wasn't able to finish what i was supposed to finish. demmit! i won't be at the office tomorrow. i'll be back there on friday. funny thing, i'd like to think that i am missed at the office. perhaps, they do. they're just too shy to admit it. bwahaha! oh well, I MISS THEM TOO!

i discovered a new song to love. And by new i mean something new for me.
Oh I love it!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Ay Em Bisi.

Kung anong bigkas, sya'ng baybay. Oha oha!

Ayun... Sangkaterbang trabaho at sangkaterbang activities nanaman ang naghihintay sa akin for this coming weeks. Umaygas! Sana pwede akong mag-astral project gaya ni Prew sa Charmed para pwede ako mag-seminar, mag-sayaw, at magtrabaho all at once. Oha! Kinabog lang si Darna ng bahagya!

Halong excitement, pagkahiya, at pagka-pressured ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Excitement kasi marami ako extra-curricular activities (work and non-work related) at dahil dun, marami ako nakikilalang mga tao. Pagkahiya kasi ung mga naiwan kong trabaho, ibang tao ang gumagawa. Pressured kasi first time ko magpaparticipate sa activity ng department namin pero mabigat na responsibility agad ung naibiagay sa akin.

Ohwell, I'm taking this as a challenge.
Gudlak na lang sakin.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

phase. er.

It was just a phase I had to go through to get to this point. It was a phase in my life where I had a deeper realization about commitment, friendship, trust, and everything that goes with it.

It was just a phase and I'm done with it.

I am now better...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Back to work for tomorrow ONLY.

Yes, I'll be back for work tomorrow. Will finally get to wear my uniform again. Heehee. I'll be reporting tomorrow at the office then that's the last of it for this week. Though I am thinking of working on Saturday (morning) just so I can start dealing with my back logs. Boo! I am supposed to attend the Day 2 of the next batch's WIT seminar this Friday so I can get a certificate for finishing the WIT seminar series. But apparently, there's a conflict again with my sched. Grabe, mabenta lang. The management released a memo just this morning calling all the attention of the 2008-2009 CRS hirees for a whole-day seminar at the main office. Attendance is mandatory, I suppose, so that means Imma kiss my WIT certificate goodbye. OUCH. I just wish I can work it out with the WIT coordinator. Maybe they can give me a consideration. My schedule's not my call, after all. Saklap lang oh. I will only miss one day but see the effect it will have on me. Sisihin ang HRD!! Ohwell, I'll just keep my fingers crossed.

By the way, here are some of the pics taken at the seminar. It was by far the coolest seminar I had in Meralco. Kwela yung mga kasama namin. We just had fun. Puro kalokoahan, gaguhan, hiritan, at pictures lang ginawa namin. Yeah!

More pics on my facebook account.
I had a long fun fun fun day.
Rest, I'm coming.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

oh happy day ♥

I had a stress-proof day today. I am smiling.

All my bags are packed. I'm ready to go.
Another seminar but I am smiling.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

again and again, and again...

Everytime I feel sad, I just watch this video because somehow, even for just a few minutes, I can laugh. And guess what, I am watching this again.. and again, and again, and again.

*At the end of the day, all we need is to be NEEDED.

Click on the link: Vice Ganda at Punchline | 06.06.09

Thursday, November 5, 2009


So I've been attending a series of seminars. I made a lot of new friends; that was the fun part. But I also met people who are so competitive. You know, the kind who really knows what they're doing. People who knows a lot more than you do. Made me question if I'm on the right field. Hehe.

Ohwell, that's life. People always want the limelight. They always do.