Tuesday, April 27, 2010

...of silver and love.

In a few hours it'd be my mom and dad's Silver wedding anniversary. Awww.. How time flies. I can still remember when I or we thought that they aren't going to make it this far. Well, everybody go through tough times. Sabi nga, the wisdom we gained via experiences, we owe to the sad/bad/tough/whatever-you-wanna-call-it times, right? :) And now, here they are, at home, fighting sleepiness just to kiss and greet each other at exactly midnight. Oh I'm singing... "25 years of my life and still trying to get that great big deal of hope.. lalala ♪♫" WAHAHAHA. Kiddin'. How about "Endless Love" for the added cheesiness and extra drama, eh?

I am so proud of and happy for mom and dad for getting this far. Their marriage may not be perfect (whose is, anyway?) but see, they still stuck around and soldiered on and will, in a few hours, celebrate 25 fruitful years of togetherness. This somehow makes me want to believe (again) that it's worth it to risk being cut open for a promising prize that we all call "forever".

Someday, I wanna be able to have this same experience. I wanna be able to enjoy that great feeling of sharing 25 years of marriage with someone and be able to look back and laugh at myself 25 years ago when I doubted love. This is indeed a moment to be merry. I just wish I had ample time to prepare a sweeter surprise/gift. And oh, how I wish I can reveal the surprise on time for their anniversary; but unfortunately, the surprise has to wait until mid of May. Dang! Better late than never, I always say (as an exuse.. errr!).

I love my parents.
I love silver.
I love love.


Sunday, April 25, 2010

Oh I just wanna be...

... a JEJEMON!

I just wanna be Overloved by someone who's over in love with me.

Yesterday SPENT.

Spent the whole morning at the office. More computations, more fun.. Yehessss!! Miraculously, I didn't feel bored or lazy or not in the mood while dealing with paper works. I was productive, for a change. And oh I missed bonding with my officemates! I certainly hope they missed me too. Well, mukha namang oo.


Spent the whole afternoon at the mall with a friend. And the perfect word for the afternoon was "FINALLY". I just wish we had a longer time to kill. The "usap time" was sort of bitin but I'd rather have it that way than none at all.


Spent the night with Musiqality. We were supposed to get tired and sweaty altogether. But BOO ME I got injured even before I can warm up for our gymnastics training. So I just stayed on the side and enviously watched them sweat up in doing some skills. DEMMIT.

Friday, April 23, 2010


I finally got the result of my promotion.
Thank you, Lord!! :)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Epiphany, and et cetera.

I had an epiphany.. The moment was a rude awakening. I was sooo stupid to even believe that something good was gonna happen today. I was stupid to believe that he's gonna go out of his way for me. Who am I anyway. I'm just this stupid girl who, out of sheer stupidity, hoped for a stupid miracle. Not into me... not into me... not into me...

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It was a long and tiring day. Went to Ortigas for a consultation with our company dietitian and dermatologist. I was there from 11:15 to 4PM just sitting around, wandering, waiting, hoping to see a familiar face. Ate snack with Istipen then went to Trinoma. Met with Gracie and Istipen (again) at around 6PM at Starbucks. We can't think of anything to do so after eating at Goldilocks, we decided to watch Kick Ass. It was sorta morbid. Nevertheless, we liked it.

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Saturday, April 17, 2010

you were there.

i had a dream.

it was sorta blurry.

but you were there.

we were together.

nothing unusual though.

you were just there and i was too.


Pesteng Love yan!
Ang sakit sa ulo!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

What was up with me today. I had no energy at all and I intentionally swamped myself with paper works and computations. While my office mates were laughing, I was there at the other end of the lobby pretending not to hear anything. I was sort of anti-social. I felt empty. I wasn't feeling happy nor sad... as in nadah! I was the last one to go home. It was around 7:40 when I swiped out. That was the end of my Thursday at the office.

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Am I really ready? Am I really up for this? For the nth time, I'm throwing myself out there in the wild. and yes, I feel scared but it's not what's out there that scares me really but the uncertainty of what lies ahead. It's the uncertainty of what's gonna happen that bothers me. But hey, I'm done with being safe so let this battle begin.

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Stranger in love. Oh life!

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Happy Birthday, Coach Ayeng Paitone! ♫♪

Wednesday, April 14, 2010


Spent the weekend at Baguio with my co-employees. It was a much-needed vacay. I am so stressed and Baguio was a sweet remedy! It always is. ♥ I was planning on posting some pictures but I forgot I gave Gracie my camera since I am feeling lazy to upload everything. Well, to sum it up, I HAD FUN.

Since I was there last year, I sorta took the honors of touring them around. It was one hell of a trip. The food was super great and the place, Woaaaah! I am still blown away by its beauty. We took a lot of pictures.. as in a lot. When I say "a lot", I'm talking about more or less 500 photos! See?! We had so much fun. We were stress-proof. Hihi.

Baguio is lalalalooooooooove! ♥

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I remember I planned on traveling frequently this year and so far I think I'm doing good.
Bohol... Baguio... San Pablo, Laguna... what's next? :)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

About Me? Fail!

I thought of writing something else in my profile here in Blogspot instead of the plain "I DANCE." beside my picture. But I can't think of anything to write. How's that.


Monday, April 5, 2010

Senselessness at its finest.

I'm having a hard time catching sleep. Once again, I am in a kaleidoscope of emotions and random thoughts are bombarded in my poor brain. Can't stop my mind in wandering from one thought to another. Demmit.

I used to make sense. I really do. Maybe all I need is another one of those nights where the moon is blue, with any random slow song in the background for the extra drama. Hehe.

The silence of the night usually do me wonders but now, I think I lost its magic.
Well, all I really wanna say is... I effin' wanna sleep.

Today is Monday, I know right.

So it's my first day with my new work schedule and I must say,
I feel like time's going by a bit more fast than the usual.
I still have to adjust with my lunch break a.k.a. nap time, though.
By four o'clock, I was effin' ready to go home.
How cool is that.

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I've mentioned in one of my previous entries that I was supposed to be out of town
during the holy week. Not going wasn't as bad at all until I saw the "whoever-didn't-go-missed-a-lot-and-will-regret-not-going-big-time" pictures!
Demmit! But hey, it was a sacrifice I thought I should make.
It's for the Lord so I guess that's acceptable. No, IT IS ACCEPTABLE.

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Monday usually is a critical workday for our office. As expected,
customers came in by tens, take note, per minute. We were forced to vacate our counters
so that it can be used for the payments too. Lucky me because the smell
and ambiance in our office was really, really awful. Plus, the temperature felt like hell.

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I missed someone today.

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Sunday, April 4, 2010

Sheesh, I forgot.

My work sched for the month of April is now 7am to 4pm.
..And "what am I still doing up late?" is the perfect question.

Monday.. Oh, I hate Mondays.

Holy Sh*t!

These ladies are monsters! Hindi ako marunong sumayaw. Sabi na nga ba eh, putek! I just have to share this one. They really killed it! Deeeymm!

Yung sharpness and laki ng galaw ni Rino and yung locks ni Maryss, da best! Oh I just love it how these two is bringing it old school!

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i just have to say this.. I AM JEALOUS.

Been reading on others' blogs for quite sometime now. And as much as I hate to admit it, I am jealous of how interesting their lives sound. Ow-em-nyi. I hate the fact that my life is either a haywire or a bore. I mean, yes, good things happen here and there but hey, it still doesn't make up for all the not-so-good and neither-good-nor-bad happenings in my life.

Oh how I wish, my entries will have more sense.. or my life, for that matter.


Okay, I should be on my room cleaning up and re-arranging stuff because that was the plan since i wasn't able to go out of town with some friends. But obviously I'm helplessly vegetating (again) in front of my computer. I'm lucky mom's asleep because she'll prolly go ballistic on me once she sees that I am online again.

Lately, I've been thinking of dressing up my online haven with a new theme. But then again, I am feeling oh so lazy to do so. Well, what's new? It's not like this is the first time this happened. Which brings me to coming up with this so-called strategic plan of accomplishing not-so-important stuff that I've been planning to do during my free time, which should have been already done if I wasn't either too lazy or too sleepy or not in the right mood. I'm giving myself this whole week to hopefully eliminate everything on my "watudu" list.

The "WATUDU" List:
1) Watch Babe, I Love You (of course, this is top priority!)
2) Update my playlists (both in my phone and in my player)
3) Organize files in my desktop (includes proper labelling of folders, segregating files, deletion of no-longer-needed files)
4) Delete messages from my old phone (as of final count, 7,587-sent; 6,099-inbox; and 1,566-on other folders)
5) Dress up online havens (Blogspot and Wordpress)

So there you got it. Now I'm asking if this is really feasible? I mean, for a whole week? Haha. Imma try but I just have to say, I know myself too well. Oh well, who knows I might actually pull this off.

Together, let's keep our fingers crossed, c'mon now.

NOTE: For the record, Congratulations are not yet in order.

Friday, April 2, 2010

home alone, demmit!

Since Dad's leaving for China and my mom's leaving for Bataan tonight for the company outing, I am home alone. And since I've decided to include staying at home for the rest of the week in my list of sacrifices, I am stuck here.

I'm currently listening to some old love songs. As in as old as Air Supply, Barry Manilow, Stephen Bishop, and etc... Trip lang. Senti-senti since I have the house all to myself. Haha. I need to keep my mind relaxed. Nakaka-praning kasi ang katahimikan.

Ow-em-nyi. Three more hours to go before midnight. I am patiently waiting. I am wishful that I am not alone in this... I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Oh, I love this playlist. I really do!

The Third Sacrifice.

Seems to be the simplest, yet the hardest to make. Good thing it was just good for 24 hours. Midnight.. Midnight... how many more hours? Today is so empty. Boohoo!

Thanks to Cinema 1, ETC 2nd Ave, and my pirated DVD's for helping me kill time and for keeping me sane.

Oh well, it's not called sacrifice for nothing.


We were almost there.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

em so bek!

Been idle here for quite some time now. In that stretch of time, so many things have happened. So many changes have taken place. As much as I want to recall everything and jot it down here, I guess it's better to leave it all behind and just start writing again about "the now". I don't know where and how to start, anyway. But prolly, you'll have an idea about these unwritten happenings in my life as you read on my next entries, if you ever will. :)

I'm here at my cousin's place (supposedly) spending some quality time with my relatives. But obviously, I'm doing otherwise. Got nothing much to do here and since I'm feeling this unmanageable urge to write, tadah!

In observance of the holy week, I am thinking of what kind of sacrifice to make.. you know, sort of a penitence. Then I remembered I've been going out with friends almost every night. Been going home in the wee hours of the morning, which is (NOTE: I perfectly know) super dangerous. So I guess that'll be my sacrifice. I'll stay home for the rest of the week. And will
quit going home late. Hehe. Yes, I know it sounds shallow and simple but aside from this, meron pa. Something too personal to write here. ;P

And oh before I forget, the BIGGEST update! My top-favorite one.. I LOST WEIGHT! Chyeah!