d.e.s.p.e.r.a.d.a.s.

i initially thought that this day will be like the others - boring and ordinary. but it turned out to be otherwise. i actually had fun today coz i was able to spend some time with maane. maane is my cousin, who used to be my cousin-slash-best-pal.. used to be, yeah coz a lot of things happened over the years. anyway, after some years, we were able to spend time together just like before. considering our schedule especially now that she's already married. so yeah, it was really fun. we went to the mall and watched Desperadas, which made it all the more enjoying. then we ate and strolled around for a couple more minutes then went home. she has to be home before his husband comes home from work, that's the rule. :D

anyway, short as it was, i really enjoyed the day and really, really missed spending time with her. i wasn't able to take a rigid documentation of our day together. as a matter of fact, there aren't any pictures but it doesn't matter. guess i was busy enjoying the day that i can't afford to multi-task.

so happy. hakuna matata!

pbb sucks.

i know rules are rules. but knowing and understanding the rules doesn't mean accepting it will be as easy as ABC. i'm so sad that jon was evicted tonight. i feel really, really bad for him. if he hadn't been force evicted, i think it will be rizza who will be gone by now. so rizza should be thankful to jon coz the guy saved her sorry *ss. i sooo feel bad coz he was so near to getting to the big four but all that disintegrated right before his very eyes. sad.

finally..

finally, i was able to do one of my plans. i had my hair cut at Bench Fix and since i was a bit depressed, i decided to spoil myself so i also had my hair cellophane-d. gaaad, who would have thought? i started feeling good and positive for the lamest of all reasons. thanks to bench fix.

change topic. in a matter of days. i'd be going back to elbi to train and dance (again). happy, happy. i finally have the chance to effortlessly lose weight.. cheers to that! of course, i'm really, really excited to go back because i really missed my friends there. i missed dancing. i missed elbi life. i missed erik, to top all that. *smile

at last i felt better.. :)

not a good thing.

woke up today and still not feeling good about this year. what's that suppose to mean? i'm kinda worried coz every time i feel things, it usually comes true or i'm usually right. i'm a piscean, you know. i'm not a strong believer of astrology or whatever but every bit of characteristics that a piscean should have, i have - either a little bit or too much of each. gaaad. i really pray that things will get better coz every thing's getting kinda hazy now. what sucks more is that i've been having all these emotions that i can't barely explain. i wasn't fully aware that a person can feel tons of emotions in just one breath.

CARGO: i'm planning to get my hair cut later today. will be setting a reservation at Bench Fix before i leave the house. hope i won't forget to do that; otherwise, i'm screwed. wish me luck.

hello 2008.

okay.. another year and it sucks coz i wasn't really sure if i was able to start the year right. sure i had helped a couple number of people by giving some piece of advice and by just making them laugh with my corny cracks but still, i am not convinced that i had a good start.

i wasn't able to start my year as planned. i told myself that i'm going to write an entry on the 31st to document how i ended 2007 and it didn't happen. i planned to have a haircut -- new year, new do.. again, it didn't happen. and a lot more, which are quite personal to be mentioned.

and see? for my first entry for this year, i'm ranting on some nonsense absurdities. i just hope that things will be better after today.