ang sarap lang mag-mura eh.

Timecheck. Kumusta naman at dilat pa rin ako. Naglalakihan na ang eye bags ko. Muntik lang naman akong malasin... muntik lang. Hay.

Was bloghopping while creating a backup of all my files here. My brother instructed me to transfer the backup files to my Creative Zen Vision W, which I did or should I say, am still doing because the friggin' player's battery died. I was already more than halfway to transferring everything when it suddenly stopped. Arg. Kumusta naman talaga yun diba? Badtrip yung player ko eh, kagigil lang.

For the first time in a loooong while, I unhappily vegetated in front of my PC.

not a good thing.

woke up today and still not feeling good about this year. what's that suppose to mean? i'm kinda worried coz every time i feel things, it usually comes true or i'm usually right. i'm a piscean, you know. i'm not a strong believer of astrology or whatever but every bit of characteristics that a piscean should have, i have - either a little bit or too much of each. gaaad. i really pray that things will get better coz every thing's getting kinda hazy now. what sucks more is that i've been having all these emotions that i can't barely explain. i wasn't fully aware that a person can feel tons of emotions in just one breath.

CARGO: i'm planning to get my hair cut later today. will be setting a reservation at Bench Fix before i leave the house. hope i won't forget to do that; otherwise, i'm screwed. wish me luck.

hello 2008.

okay.. another year and it sucks coz i wasn't really sure if i was able to start the year right. sure i had helped a couple number of people by giving some piece of advice and by just making them laugh with my corny cracks but still, i am not convinced that i had a good start.

i wasn't able to start my year as planned. i told myself that i'm going to write an entry on the 31st to document how i ended 2007 and it didn't happen. i planned to have a haircut -- new year, new do.. again, it didn't happen. and a lot more, which are quite personal to be mentioned.

and see? for my first entry for this year, i'm ranting on some nonsense absurdities. i just hope that things will be better after today.

walang gana

so i'm writing this a couple of minutes before i leave for kamote's place. we'll be having our pseudo-christmas party there. i was initially excited because namiss ko ung mga kumag kong barkada kaya nga super effort talaga kami na i-organize yung party. badtrip lang kasi people started texting, one by one, minute after minute.. take note: just today.. na hindi raw sila pwede kesyo ganito ganyan and blah blah blah. so medyo nawawalan ako ng gana kasi ayaw magsipunta nung iba. sheesh. i've known them since highschool and i can say that i know them enough to tell na they're just trying to excuse themselves. pfft.

i actually thought that this party will be the one thing that can sweep off my problems away but now, i'm halfway to thinking that i'm wrong. ohwell, everything's still premature to be judged so let's just wait and see later. *timecheck: ooops, i should be going.

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Cargo: i tried browsing this certain person's friendster profile and i've only one question in mind:
Bakit nasa featured friends nya si Erik??? hmmmmm..

c'mon.

you're gay. admit it. kunwari ka pa.


*ooops bato-bato sa langit ang tamaan, walang karapatang magalit. :P

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Note: I'm sorry for being blunt, at least I didn't drop any names. I just can't help it that I'm really, really annoyed by this certain person. grrrrrrr.

kapalmuks.

Bad day.

Ewan ko ba kung bakit may mga taong ganun, ang kapal talaga. errrrrr. I've been trying to not let him get into my nerves pero I can't help it. Two-faced f*g.

If you'll do something for someone, even if it's out of will that you decided to do that, you should just wait for others to see and appreciate your gesture. Don't rant about it. You don't need to brag about it with the hopes of getting compliments. It just doesn't work that way. Instead na ma-appreciate, parang nakakainis. Epal.

*off topic:
Have not written here regularly for the past week/s and for a comeback post, this sucks. the topic sucks.

Sheryl Cruz... I don't like her.

I don't like her as an actress. She tends to exaggerate her acting. I'm beginning to wonder why was she able to stay in the business this long... ayoko talaga sa acting niya, so full of effort.

Yeah, I know Miss Minchin is really a mischievous person in the kiddie series Sarah, Ang Munting Prinsesa. I just don't get it why every time she has to be mean to Sarah or to whoever, she screams from the top of her poor lungs while delivering lines. Argh. She's so noisy. Her voice is so irritating. Poor throat. Tsk tsk tsk.

Sayang, she's pretty pa naman. I think she's better off as an image model and not an actress.
Coz as an actress, she kinda suck. :D

Peace.

lesson to be learned

..Nino? Secret. Just keep on reading.

To person number one:
Kung gusto mo talaga makipagkaibigan, dapat marunong ka mag-reciprocate ng efforts nung tao. Hindi yung puro ka lang salita. Kawawa naman kasi yung isa, siya lang ng siya ang nagri-reach out sa iyo. I don't want to be judgmental pero the way I see this, parang ang taas ng tingin mo sa sarili mo. Kung di ka itetext, di ka magtetext... kadalasan nga hindi ka pa magrereply. Kung hindi ka tawagan, hindi ka makakausap. Kung hindi ka lapitan, hindi ka rin lalapit. Busy ka bang talaga? Ibahin mo sistema mo boi. Sayo na rin nanggaling na based from your very own experience, it didn't do anything good for you, diba? So bakit gagawin mo pa?

To person number two:
Ikaw naman [you know who you are]... kung nafi-feel mo naman na ikaw lang ng ikaw ang nag-eexert ng effort, siguro dapat napapaisip ka na and dapat din you start to ask yourself the big question "WHY?". Betteryet, talk to the person to clear things out. Yun ay kung malakas ang loob mo. Wag mong ipilit ang sarili mo sa taong hindi naman "ata" willing makipag-friends sayo. Iwasan na mabansagan na FC [feeling close] Wag todo baba ng pride. Minsan dapat may tinitira ka para sa sarili mo. You have so many friends in your life so why focus with just one? If s/he doesn't want you to be one of his/her friends, edi wag. Ikamamatay mo ba? Pag gusto may paraan, pag ayaw maraming dahilan. Remember that.

Bakit ba kasi ganito, sadyang may mga taong paimportante at nagpupumilit.

Talk.

meron akong kwento.

Again, originally posted in my Multiply Account, dated June 4. But this is the more controversial version.

May magkaibigan, isang babae at isang lalaki pero di naman sila super close. Si lalaki ay na-link at naging related sa isang kabarkada nitong babae kaya sila naging parang magka-barkada na rin. Tapos nagkaron ng problema si guy at si friend nitong girl kaya nagkawatak-watak sila. Si lalaki kasi may nagawang mali tapos nagalit ung barkada except 'tong si girl. Kinausap pa nya si lalaki, at ang kanyang famous line: "Naiintindihan kita..ganyan din ung pinagdadaanan ko." Only to find out na, itong si girl pala ay shoulder to cry on din ng common friend nila. Wala naman sanang masama dun, kaya lang, kung anuano na pala ang sinasabi ni girl sa kanyang friend against dito kay guy. Hmmmmm..

And the rest is not that interesting anymore.
Ahahaha!!

Kontrobersyal?!
Hindi.. Ang tawag dito ay...

--INCONSISTENCY.

rice and rocks. errrrr. rice with rocks. =P

MOOD: Neutral

After attending a 6am mass with my mom, lola, and utol, we all decided to eat in this infamous resto by the street. Typical me, I ordered one of my most adored breakfast meals, TOCILOG. After waiting for a couple of minutes, it was served.

So here's the funny part.

It was really really yummie. Being the "matakaw-sa-rice" person that I am, I would have ordered an extra half rice. Take note: "would have". If not for it's very "rocky" [I don't know kung anong tamang term for that] rice, we may have ordered extra rice[s]. I was annoyed and wasn't able to eat comfortably because every bite would sound as if I'm chewing pebbles. I was worried for my braces. So I chewed my food slowly like how an elderly with no teeth would, just to get it over and done with.

Good thing they have a Suggestion Box. So before we went home, I gave them my sarcastic suggestion. Here's what I wrote:

"Next time po pakilakihan na lang ng mga bato para madaling makita. Masakit kasi sa ngipin! [beh-lat face]"