JUST A REPOST. Cute. Read On! :)

From Odell's site.Read it guys, it might actually help you. :)
Go Girls!! haha.

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there's no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn't exist. Oh trust me darling, she does.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she's never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she's lucky that she has you, and no, you're not available. You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there's nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls "babe" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares. You say she's nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying"That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU." You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Try to leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl. She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the perfect boyfriend.

one night only. hormones lang 'to, hormones lang.

this isn’t about the E-heads concert, okay. So if you expect to read something about Eheads, you might want to close this window or tab na lang and put your time to a better use.

wala lang. malungkot ako today. hindi ko ma-explain yung root… marami kasing factors. atsaka ewan ko ba, umiral nanaman ang kawalan ko ng confidence sa sarili ko. i duno. lately kasi sobrang wasak ang self-esteem ko. aysows, hindi ko alam kung anong gamot sa ganitong kaartehan. shemes.

pero ngayon lang to. im trying something new now. i think if i stop dwelling to these kinds of kaartehan at kadramahan, it will eventually go away. pag bumalik edi ganun ulit… parang saykol (cycle) lang baga. kaya one night only. after tonight, i know i’ll be all better. may sapak lang talaga ako ngayon.

i need my medicine♥

erik, wru?

puro na lang sana. pesteng buhay to.

parang gusto ko nang mamatay.. and be born again and re-direct my life. re-make the the things i chose and the decisions i made.

sana matapang din ako gaya nya para i won't be like this. i won't be too clingy..

panibagong araw

busy-busyhan nanaman. traning ulit for the concert. as usual, late nanaman kami ni lola chie sa training. kumusta naman kasi ang pabagu-bagong plans. mga tatlong tao lang naman ata ang nagtext na yung sinabi nila ang final plan daw. at eto pa, kumusta naman din na ung final plans "daw" na tinext nila ay magkakaiba naman. hep hep hurray!!

mamaya maguusap kami, excited ba ako? excited na takot. excited kasi after ng breakup namin, ngayon lang ulit kami maguusap. takot kasi sa tuwing naguusap kami, lumalabas mula sa bibig nya na parang palala ng palala ung sitwashon (sa part nya). pero keribels lang. hindi na nga ako maiyak e, parang naubos na ung luha ko. o baka dahil nga manhid na ako. bahala na si God. let His will be done.

ooooops. tapos na maligo si lola chie. my turn na. and back to elbi nanaman ako.
ngiti-ngiti lang.

mas matatag. mas matibay. mas nagmahal. oo, manhid na ako.

wala na akong maramdaman. alam ko lang mahal ko sha. yun lang. wala na akong maramdaman aside from that. sa tindi ng sakit na nararamdaman ko nitong nakaraang buwan, wala na.. nagising ako kanina na parang sanay na ako na ganun, na nandyan ung sadness. sa sobrang sakit, wala na akong maramdaman ngayon. kaya kahit gano kasakit pa ang mga darating na pangyayari, paguusap o anuman, keri ko na yan. wala na akong iiinda dahil wala na, nasagad na. manhid na manhid na.

ang layo-layo na nya. ang dami kong nababalitaan na magagandang nangyayari sa kanya, sa career nya. masaya ako para sa kanya. tama na muna siguro un ganun. ito nga siguro ung tama, space, like what he said. okay. kesa pilitin ko, baka lalo pang mawala ung katiting na pagasa ko. atsaka baka makasira lang ako. mashado nang maraming nangyayari sa mundo nya, marami na shang iniintindi. sa ngayon, wala pa akong lugar sa buhay nya. kaya dito na lang muna ako, sa isang tabi. maghihintay. aasa at aasa pa rin ako. magmamahal at magmamahal pa rin sa kanya. at least, kung anuman ang kahantungan ng lahat ng ito, alam kong ginawa ko ang lahat ng kaya ko para ipaglaban ang pagmamahal ko.


pagdating ng araw (kung darating man) na kailanganin niya ng kaibigan, girlfriend, o buddy, o kahit ano. nandito lang ako. pwede na mapagtyagaan. magkasya na lang sa kung anong pwede. sakit? wala na ata akong hindi kakayanin (sa ngayon)... wala na akong maramdaman e, wala na bukod sa pagmamahal ko sa kanya.