new blog account =D

i have a new account. just wanted to try wordpress. here's the link. Click the (heart) ♥

i'm still goin' to keep this active and updated so if ever this blog link is included on your blogroll, please do not remove it. add niyo na lang ung wordpress ko.. para masaya. :D

i had a bad day.

i had a terrible morning. ampanget ng gising ko. ganun ata talaga pag nakatulog ka na may something, hanggang panaginip susundan ka. buti na lang come before lunch, things started to get better. i started smiling sa office. i finally showed some enthusiasm sa ginagawa ko. naka-pick up din sa wakas ng energy.

okay. ang loner lang ng dating ko. dahil si Momi Grace ay naka-maternity leave na, nag-adjust kami ng breaktime. so alanganin ung breaktime ko, laging wala akong kasabay kumain. tipong pagdating ko sa canteen, kakaalis lang ng mga tao… as in inaabutan ko madalas ung mga crew na nagliligpit at nagpupunas ng tables. jusko, para akong gumagawa ng mtv tuwing lunchbreak. ang lungkot kumain mag-isa.

overtime. yes, nagpapalaki ako ng salary. umoovertime lang. hehe. i need to recover from my saksakan-ako-ng-malas-experience last payday. i stayed at the office until around 6:30. went home with ate ayen (our AOTL). of course, as usual, anhirap sumakay ng jeep. we waited for around 20 minutes before we were able to get a ride. ayun, pag-akyat namin sa jeep parang napaisip na kami agad na mag-back out. naman! ang asim ng amoy sa loob ng jeep. nakasara pa halos lahat ng bintana. umaygas talaga. grabe. at eto pa ang mas masaya.. ang traffic! shemes.

sa wakas, nakauwi rin ng bahay. pagdating at hanggang ngayon, nakaupo lang ako dito sa harap ng pc. inuugat nanaman. friendster dito, multiply doon. message dito, sagot doon. tapos bukas, ganun lang ulit.

anyone familiar with Paulo Coelho’s Veronika Decides to Die?

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JUST A REPOST. Cute. Read On! :)

From Odell's site.Read it guys, it might actually help you. :)
Go Girls!! haha.

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there's no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn't exist. Oh trust me darling, she does.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she's never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she's lucky that she has you, and no, you're not available. You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there's nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls "babe" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares. You say she's nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying"That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU." You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Try to leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl. She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the perfect boyfriend.

one night only. hormones lang 'to, hormones lang.

this isn’t about the E-heads concert, okay. So if you expect to read something about Eheads, you might want to close this window or tab na lang and put your time to a better use.

wala lang. malungkot ako today. hindi ko ma-explain yung root… marami kasing factors. atsaka ewan ko ba, umiral nanaman ang kawalan ko ng confidence sa sarili ko. i duno. lately kasi sobrang wasak ang self-esteem ko. aysows, hindi ko alam kung anong gamot sa ganitong kaartehan. shemes.

pero ngayon lang to. im trying something new now. i think if i stop dwelling to these kinds of kaartehan at kadramahan, it will eventually go away. pag bumalik edi ganun ulit… parang saykol (cycle) lang baga. kaya one night only. after tonight, i know i’ll be all better. may sapak lang talaga ako ngayon.

i need my medicine♥

erik, wru?

puro na lang sana. pesteng buhay to.

parang gusto ko nang mamatay.. and be born again and re-direct my life. re-make the the things i chose and the decisions i made.

sana matapang din ako gaya nya para i won't be like this. i won't be too clingy..