“...I know I keep overthinking and I hope one day I’ll learn
to silence all these thoughts or to at least learn to live with it. And as much
as I want to believe otherwise, I know I deserve all these after all the poor
decisions I’ve made in the past that brought us to where we are right now. The
only consolation I have is that maybe, just maybe, through my pain and
suffering, you will eventually forgive me. Maybe if I suffer long enough and
hard enough, I will be able to forgive myself for everything.
How I wish these words are enough to make you see the truth
in my heart – that I have loved you and have not stopped loving you since the
very start. Because if words are enough, then I will never stop writing about
how much I want you to come back to me. I will never tire of writing how much I
love you. I will never stop writing until you find your way back to me. I will
never stop writing the same way that I will never stop loving you.”
