again and again, and again...

Everytime I feel sad, I just watch this video because somehow, even for just a few minutes, I can laugh. And guess what, I am watching this again.. and again, and again, and again.

*At the end of the day, all we need is to be NEEDED.

Click on the link: Vice Ganda at Punchline | 06.06.09

LSS: Pandora's Box

A friend introduced me this song. It's a great song just don't include its message. It's a sad song. With how the singer sang it and the melody, even if you are not or have not been in that kind of situation, you'll feel it. You'll experience the emo-ness of the song. There's just too much emotion in its lyrics and melody. It made me wonder what kind of experience did the song writer have to be able to come up with this.

Pandoras Box - Lil Eddie

23rd March 20.

And I'm not really sure if there's anything to celebrate about it. I'm feeling that adulthood pressure enough already and for the first time in 5 years, my boyfriend won't be here to celebrate it with me. So tell me, is there anything happy about my birthday? Yes, it's a gift of life I know and I'm thankful for it. It's just that I know that this birthday will just be like an ordinary day.

I don't know how to make it special without Erik. =(

thank GOD

i kinda knew it. it always go that way. when a part of my life is already okay, another part would start getting crappy.

the past days, i was really happy because i finally landed a job on my top most prioritized company but last night, the tables started to turn (once again). my brother met an accident. he was bumped by a car while he was waiting for a jeepney. good thing the driver did not attempt to leave him. he was brought to the hospital and was taken cared of. thank God he doesn't have any serious injury. he stayed in the hospital for a series of observations, tests, x-rays and etc. the findings were normal. so we were able to go home already.

i don't know. i still can't get over the fact that he met an accident... that for that moment, his life was somewhat in danger. thank God nothing worse has happened to him.

"people leave you when you need them the most."

=c

Today is not a happy day.