ubo. ehem.. ehem..

Matagal-tagal na rin akong may ubo. Napamahal na nga ata sakin tong ubo na to sa sobrang tagal ng pinagsamahan namin eh. Parang ang hirap na tuloy i-let go. Haha. Parang sa life lang. May mga bagay na kahit napamahal na sayo hindi mo maaaring angkinin. Sabi nga, you just have to love it while it's there. Darating ang panahon na kakailanganin mong pakawalan ito; kahit mahirap at kahit ayaw mo. Ganun talaga ang buhay. Ang tanong na lang, Kelan?

Walanyang ubo 'to.

midnight blue

Do TIME really heal all wounds? Or do we just realize that someday, the things that wounded us, at one point, will become irrelevant; that dwelling on to something negative for so long is just plain stupid.

Is there really a difference between these two?

Clock strikes twelve. My time is up.

first for 2010

It's kind of funneh that I'm writing my first entry for 2010 about my first leave from work for this year. Cool eh!

Been sick for awhile now. On and off fever, dry cough, muscle pain... boohoo!! If I remember it right, this started last week. Despite the fevers and colds, I kept on working. I didn't want to take a leave from work this early. It's just January, haller! But today, I had no choice. I am literally voiceless because of last night. We had a send off party for our business center head. I had a blast so I guess it was pretty much worth it. :D

So today, I'll just rest and try my best to get well. Also, will prolly see Sherlock Holmes this afternoon! Imma date myself! Wooot!

FB Stat: Ang lalamunan ko ay parang pickup lines, gasgas na gasgas!

walking away.

So many things have been said about walking away and not looking back anymore. I don't know if I can do this or IF I ever want to do it. Life, oh life.

Maybe, life, at some point, will really test us. It will try to see how far we are willing to go; how much are we willing to risk; and how big the steps we are willing to make towards this one thing we've always wanted and hoped for. And now I'm in that position, I think. Constantly, I've been asking if going for what you want really have to entail walking away from something you didn't want to leave at all. What's more odd in my case, there really is no decision to make because this is not my call.

It's not like I can just walkaway from something I've worked so hard for. That is not an option. I have worked my *ss out for this one and I know in my heart it is about time that I get what I deserve. It's just that the fact that I have to leave something behind has somewhat extinguished that rewarding feeling that I'm finally just few steps away from the prize. Yes, I feel sad. I feel sad, excited, fulfilled all in one breath. Crazy!!

Well, it's not like I'm left with a choice. I will inevitably deal with this.
One week to go and I say, BRING IT ON, b*tch!

Definitely In Cloud 9 :)

I still can't believe that people actually loved my So Dope choreography. I honestly thought it was very amateur and that it will definitely show that it my first time. Well, I'm super duper happy that it went well. I got lots of good feedback and some helpful tips on how I can improve. It really inspired me to continue on trying. Perhaps, someday, if I work really hard, I'll be worthy of even just one collabo dance with two of the topnotch choreographers I have ever known - Erik and Louie! Yeah!

It still hasn't sunk in to me yet. At times, I'd like to think that I am just dreaming. I never thought I could pull something like this off. I was contented to just being in the background and dance whatever it is that was being taught to me. Thanks to Ja(ck)nina and Mai for pushing me and encouraging me to do it. Also, I am uber thankful to Erik for being so supportive and for encouraging me as well. Although sometimes I think he's just biased, his words really helped me A LOT! Of course, to God for giving me the patience, perseverance, and the creativity that I need to come up with the choreography. I am super happy!!

I was initially afraid that it might turn out as the greatest fiasco of all time for noobs who wants to try and be a choreographer. Fortunately, it turned out otherwise. It made my heart bloat to know that someone was actually inspired by my choreography. I am indeed in Cloud 9. I never thought I'd experience being commended for a dance that I can call MINE.

LIFE surprised me again. The only difference is, I'm loving it this time!

My choreography to So Dope by the New Boyz