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Oftentimes, I feel that I do not give enough. It's either I give more or I give less but never enough. And I don't know what the heck is wrong with me. I don't understand why after 24 years I feel like I haven't learned anything. Now, I'm starting to feel scared that none of the things I want and dreamed of will ever happen for me. I'm such a waste. Something is wrong with me and I have to know what that is. I need to get away. I need change.