oh yeah.. i survived!

After being sick for a week, finally, nakapasok na ako sa office!

I felt kinda dizzy kanina, which i think is normal dahil sa ubo, but i made it. naka-survive ako today. hindi ako pinauwi or what. hephep hurray!

Before ako nagduty sa office, nagpunta muna ako sa company clinic para magpa-check up ulit. Sila kasi ung magdedecide kung pwede na ako bumalik sa work after my sick leave. Nung una, medyo reluctant pa ung nurse na iduty ako pero pinilit ko sha kasi gusto ko na pumasok and feeling ko naman okay na talaga ako.. kaya ko na. so ayun, na-convince ko naman sha. thank God hindi ganun karami ung mga customer kanina kaya di naman ako natagtag sa work. Buti na lang talaga.

Kaya naman kanina, it was official… back to normal na ulit ung buhay ko.

super effective kasi ung medicine ko e. ♥ if you know what i mean

I can do this!

i wrote a list of the things that i’d like to do… things i’d like to change… things i’d like to achieve… and so on. i’ve been doing this for years already and believe me, laging updated ang list kong un NGUNIT-PERO-SUBALIT-DATAPWAT, usually hanggang list lang sha. in short, puro porma lang ako.

just a couple of hours ago, i’ve once again updated my so-called life’s master list. but now, i promise to myself that it’s gonna be different. i’ll see to it na mangyayari ung mga nilagay ko sa list. hopefully, in two years time, ma-clear out ko na ung list na un. yep, two years ang binibigay kong allowance sa sarili ko kasi pinaghalong long term and short term goals ung mga sinulat ko dun e.

i feel positive about this right now. nakakaramdam kasi ako ng kakaibang DRIVE e kaya feeling ko i’ll make it this time.

i think it’s about time that i believe in myself.

I CAN DO THIS. Aja!

chopsuey.

TOPIC 1: OBAMA.I was chatting with a friend on ym kaninang umaga. I told him na feeling ko mananalo si Obama and I was right. Hindi ako mashado interested sa US Presidential Elections.. medyo inaatake lang ng apathy. toink. But naiintriga rin ako kahit pano kung pano sasaluhin ng next US president ang lahat ng problema na iniwan ni Bush. Ano kaya ang magiging strat plan ni Obama?

TOPIC 2: AUDITION. May neutral ba na news? I mean, usually kasi diba the news is either good or bad. Pero etong ibabalita ko sa inyo ay neutral lang. hindi ko sha nakikitang good at hindi ko rin sha nakikitang bad. kani-kanina lang, nag-decide na ako na di na lang tumuloy. i know i’ve been mentioning in some of my entries na i’m hungry for changes and blah-blah-blah… pero pass muna ako dito.

nabanggit ko na sa previous entry ko na nagkasakit ako. kaninang hapon lang ako medyo umokay-okay. and i’m afraid na baka pag tumuloy ako sa audition, ma-pwersa ako and mabinat. i don’t want to risk it. maaapektuhan ang trabaho ko and i don’t want that to happen. and maybe, niloob ni God na magkasakit ako because He wanna tell me na hindi muna ako pwede sa mga ganun ngayon. baka di talaga para sakin ung opportunity.

So eto ako, kaka-recover lang at wala pa ring magbabago sa buhay ko. but i’m okay with that… SA NGAYON. mas okay na ako sa ganito kesa i-risk ko ang health ko. siguro naman may darating pang ibang opportunities. sana… sana… sana… sabi nga, if God closes a door, He opens a window. i’ll just take that saying to my comfort.

TOPIC 3: ANXIETY. Kanina pa ako naaburido dito sa bahay. Lam niyo ung feeling na parang super bored ka… i tried to watch dvd’s pero di ako nasayahan. i tried to blog pero wala ako sa mood. i tried to play with the dogs but i felt too lazy to do it. i tried to read a book pero di ako nagalak. i tried to edit some videos but i was too impatient to explore the software. waaaaaah. naghahanap ako ng gagawin pero hindi ako makuntento dun sa mga naisip kong gawin.. sa mga usual ko nang ginagawa. kaya, i just did what i do best - i slept. pero pagkagising ko, ganun pa rin. wut da! sobrang nainis talaga ako sa nararamdaman kong pagka-aburido tapos naiyak na lang ako. weird, i know. hindi ko alam kung bakit pero naiyak ako… siguro nga dahil sobrang naaaburido na ako. as in umiyak talaga ako, ung iyak na ngawa talaga at hindi lang luha-luha. oo, para lang akong tanga kanina. so what i did, i called erik… ayun, the whole time na magkausap kami umiiyak lang ako. and he was like, “o ano nangyari sayo???” at puro “ewan” lang ang sagot ko sa kanya habang umiiyak. tapos nilalambing nya lang ako sa phone at cinocomfort, which i must say was super effective. after our conversation, umiyak parin ako siguro for about 5 to 10 minutes. tapos, dumating na si momi kaya i was forced to calm myself down. when my mom asked why i was crying, sabi ko lang “nadulas kasi ako sa cr.” how lame was that. duh. ngayon, okay-okay naman na… gumaan ung pakiramdam ko.

TOPIC 4: WORK. excited na ako pumasok bukas. namiss ko ung mga officemates kong kwela. at kahit pano namiss ko rin ang pakikipagusap sa mga customers. i missed my job. feeling ko ang tagal-tagal kong nawala. at dahil okay na ang pakiramdam ko, papasok na ako bukas. medyo nag-aalalay lang ako sa apetite ko ngayon kasi pag kumakain ako, sinusuka ko rin e. kaya rin siguro nahirapan ako mag-regain ng strength. hopefully, soon mawala na rin un at magbalik ung talagang apetite ko. tomorrow, back to normal na ulit ang buhay ko… YEY!

ano ba ito.

mamamatay na ata ako. okay, oa.

been sick since Sunday afternoon. nag-umpisa lang sa sipon tapos ubo tapos the next thing i know, nilalagnat na ako at pinapainom na ng sangkaterbang gamot at vitamins. buti na lang magaling yung mga nag-alaga sa akin. ♥

since may sakit ako, di ako nakapasok for two days. dapat kanina papasok na ako kaya lang i woke up vomiting. wut da.. i'm scared. baka dahil sa kakaubo? hindi rin e.. hindi sha ung type ng suka na natrigger ng ubo. as in nasuka lang talaga ako. hanubayan.

i really need to get back to work na. marami raw tao sa office dahil nagstart na ang Meter Deposit Refund ng Meralco. kelangan ko na makapasok dahil magaavail din kami ng refund, lol. kitams, ngayon naman okay-okay na ako though kagabi at kanina may sinat-sinat pa ako. gaaaaad, what's this. nakakahiya, kakaregular ko lang tapos nag-sickleave ako agad. i mean, yeah, hindi naman maiiwasan ung mga ganitong pagkakataon pero shemps nakakahiya pa rin.

i need to get well na. lalo na BUKAS. tomorrow's the day. 59th Monthsary namin ni Erik at .... (secret).

Status: REGULAR!

Regular na ako!! Woooh.. After 5 long months of patience and hardwork, naregular narin ako sa wakas. My probationary days are over. Thank GOD! Sarrrrrap lang eh. Share ko lang. Sabi ng mga officemates ko, swerte ko raw. Kasi maganda timing ng pag-hire sa akin at ng pagiging regular ko. Kasi makukuha ko Bonus ng buo tapos kasama na ako sa annual increase ng salary! Wooooh!! Excited na ako!

Speaking of regular, buti pa ako regular na.. ang menstruation ko, di pa rin. jusme. almost a week na akong nagkakaron ng signs na dadatnan na ako pero hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako dinadatnan. hindi pa rin dumadating ang dalaw. pesteng dalaw yan. oo, irregular ang menstruation ko. wag niyo na itanong kung gano ka-irregular, basta irregular. ayun na un.

ah basta this is a happy day!♥ ansarrrrrrrap maging regular.. sana madamay na rin ung menstrual period ko. lol.

help! matagal ko na talagang iniisip to.

kung may nakakaalam ng kasagutan, maaari lamang magreply sa post na ito. wag kayo mahiya mag-share ng kaalaman o kahit kuru-kuro lang. kamown, i don’t bite.

bakit nga ba mayroong nakalagay na “L” for left and “R” for right sa mga earphones? para san ba yun? eh parang pareho lang naman ung lumalabas na tunog? matagal ko na talagang tanong to sa sarili ko. highschool pa lang ata ako nung napaisip ako tungkol dito. ayun, hanggang ngayon wala pa ring nangyayari… isa pa rin syang tanong. toink.may scientific explanation ba dun? o baka design lang un? stupid.

kung para san man yun, hindi ko talaga alam. nevertheless, sinusunod ko pa rin un. as in dapat ung may nakalagay na “L” ay sa left at ung may “R” sa right. hehe. kasi naniniwala ako na may reason kung bakit ganun.

goal ko sa buhay na malaman kung bakit may ganun sa earphones. shemes.

berigud talaga ako.

ako po ay pasaway. may two papers ako due mamayang 3am and 6am at wala pa akong inuumpisahan hanggang ngayon. wala pa ako sa mood. hinihintay ko pa ung mood. pag nandyan na, saka ako gagawa. toink. siguro mga mamaya-maya one hour before deadline darating na rin un. pambihira.

para sa kaalaman ng nagaaksaya ng oras na basahin ang entry na to, ako po kasi ay may sideline. ako ay on-line writer. at ayun nga, gaya ng nabanggit ko, may 2 pending projects ako. project po ay term sa kada paper na i-assign sa akin at sa mga co-writers ko na hindi ko kilala sa kahit anong paraan. =D

mga winner na lines from Iisa Pa Lamang.

Hindi ako fan ng mga tv soaps. Di rin ako palanood talaga ng tv. Pero winner talaga tong Iisa Pa Lamang. Ankulet lang ng mga dialogue e. Winner talaga lalo na si Cherry Pie. Sha talaga ung peborit ko dito e. Epektib na epektib sha as kontrabida.

Repost lang to galing sa site ni Tin.

Read on and enjoy!

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SCARLET: Anak ako. Dugo't laman.

CATHERINE: Anak ka lang. Asawa nya 'ko. Lahat ng pag-aari ni Martin, pagaari ko na ngayon.

SCARLET: You're just a gold digger in red!

SCARLET: Damn you!

CATHERINE: Same to you anak.

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SCARLET: Huwag kang mag-alala baka pwede mo pang maigapang ito, pwede pakasalan ang judge o piskal para maabswelto ka na naman.... or else ang dating gold-digger... magiging jailbird in orange.

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SCARLET TO CATHERINE: Namimiss ko na yung divisorya look mo...

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CATHERINE: Sige, maglaro tayo... Agawan ng yaman? Pero kung ako sa iyo, kakabahan ako... dahil ako, sanay sa hirap... Eh ikaw?

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CATHERINE: Anak ka nga talaga ni Isadora, nakuha mo lahat sa kanya. Mata-pobre, mayabang, at higit sa lahat, bastos!

SOPHIA: Don't you dare say bad things about my mother, kumpara sa 'yo. anghel ang ina ko!"

CATHERINE: Anghel na may sungay!

SOPHIA: Oo, may sungay. Para suwagin ka! Para mauna ka na sa impyerno!

CATHERINE: Hmm. Matagal-tagal na kayong inaantay dun. In fact, balita ko, si satanas mismo ang sasalubong sa inyong mag-ina!

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AURA: Panandaliang donya, habang buhay na busabos.

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ISADORA: Gusto mo ikaw ang itali ko? Pasweet sweet ka pa diyan, ganid ka rin pala!

CATHERINE: Ang bigat naman ng salitang 'yon Isadora, pero totoo, oo ganid ako! At gusto ko, ni singko walang matira sa'yo! Kaya manginig ka na Isadora, dahil uubusin ko ang lupang tinatapakan mo!

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CATHERINE: Iba na ang sitwasyon ngayon Isadora. Marami akong pera, kaya ko nang bilhin ang kahit na ano. Kahit ikaw, magkano ka ba?

ISADORA: Hayop ka! Kahit kelan hindi mo ako mabibili, at hindi mo ako kayang bilhin!

CATHERINE: Sabagay, ayoko sayo. Mumurahin ka eh, pero yung anak mo ibebenta mo ha. Sige na, promise hindi ako tatawad. Kahit used goods na, ok lang. Pag-isipan mo.

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ISADORA: Ano na namang gimik yan? Santa Claus? Charity work for homeless kids? Ipokrita!

CATHERINE: Pagod ako. Huwag kang loloko-loko. Baka gusto mo ihampas ko tong bag kong mas mahal pa sa'yo!

ISADORA: Sabagay, ako rin eh, pagod makipaghampasan. Next time, ok? In fairness ah, ang ganda ng damit mo. Pahiram minsan ha.

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CATHERINE: Hay naku Isadora, si Miguel… Kawawa naman si Miguel. Walang kalaban laban kay Rafael. Talo na siya kay Rafael! Kaya kung ako sayo, sumuko ka na. Dahil kung meron mang dapat lamunin ang kumunoy, ikaw yun Isadora. Yun ay kung hindi ka isuka ng kumunoy na sinasabi mo…

ISADORA: Hmmmm… Kagaya ng pagsuka sayo ni Estelle Torralba? Huwag ka ngang feeling Katherine! Dahil hindi kayo pwedeng magkatuluyan ni Rafael. At kahit si Rafael ang manalong congressman ng Amadesto, sigurado akong hindi ikaw ang mapipiling first lady… Katherine Ramirez, Viuda de dela Rhea... Torralba? Hahaha. ILUSIONADA DE PRIMERA

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ISADORA: Hay naku Katherine, wala na akong panahong makipagbalagtasan pa sayo! Tapos na ang linggo ng wika! Di ka ba naabisuhan?”

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AURA: Itong duming ito ang pupuwing sa yo

ISADORA: Eh di magshe-shades ako!!!

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ISADORA: Walang hiya ka! Bakit mo pinasunog ang ospital?

CATHERINE: Oh eh ano ngayon?

ISADORA: Wala kang karapatan para ipasunog yun. Wala kang karapatan!

CATHERINE: Anong gagawin mo? Kakasuhan mo ako? Pero, papano yun? Paano mo kakasuhan ang may-ari ng ospital. Kasi 90% nun, pamamay-ari ni Martin, na pag-aari ko na ngayon. Anong gagawin kaya ng 10% mo? Ay! Oo nga pala, buo pa yung parking lot. Sige, binibigay ko na sa 'yo.

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ISADORA: Ang ganda-ganda mo na ngayon Katherine, sarap mong patayin!

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SCARLET: Look who's here, my favorite step-mother. Ang dating gold digger in red, isa na ngayong merry widow in black.

SCARLET: Ha! Kung sa bagay mas bagay sayo yang itim, kakulay ng budhi mo!

CATHERINE: Bakit ka nga ba nakaputi? Para pagtakpan ang mas maitim mong budhi?

SCARLET: Ikaw ba, totoong nagdadalamhati ka? Kasi napansin ko, kaya mong mag-biro. Kaya lang ang corny mo! Anyway, gusto ko lang malaman mo na lahat nang 'to, hindi 'to permanente. Lahat nang iyan, babawiin ko iyan sa 'yo!

CATHERINE: Sige! Maglaro tayo, agawan ng yaman! Pero kung ako sa'yo, kakabahan ako, kasi ako sanay sa hirap. Eh ikaw?

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SCARLET: Luluhod ka sa harapan ko at magmamakaawa ka na tanggapin kita ulit!

MIGUEL: Kumain ka na. Gutom lang yan!

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ISADORA: Oh aren't you excited to see me?

SCARLET: Excited? Alam mo bang mas excited pa akong magpunta ng dentista at mag pa root canal kesa ang makaharap ka?

ISADORA: Ikaw naman, nagpapaka-funny. Kung ang lahat ng bulok na ngipin ay kasing ganda ko, o di wala ng bibili ng toothpaste… I'm so witty!

SCARLET: Ano ba talagang pakay mo? I'm sure hindi naman ang kapakanan ng dental industry ang pinunta mo dito di ba? Business? Monkey business?

ISADORA: Oo, at napaka disenteng monkey business. Politics.

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ISADORA: Ba't mo ko sinampal, biyenan mo ko!

SCARLET: Di lahat ng biyenan, pinagbibigyan, Di lahat ng biyenan pinapatulan! para yan sa mga biyenang bakulaw tulad mo!

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SCARLET: Tapos ka na sa gold digger in red. Tapos ka na rin sa merry widow in black. Ngayon, baka pwede ka ng dirty mistress in dirty brown.

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SCARLET: Same to you anak, remember? Pareho na tayong nasasadlak ngayon. Damn you, damn me. Karma's a bitch, and so are you…

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MIGUEL TO SCARLET: Nakarma ka na, na-outbitch ka pa!

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Sa Tagaytay, nasa bath tub c Catherine tapos dumating si Miguel..

CATHERINE: Tell me u want me.

MiGUEL: I want you..

(Magki-kiss na sana cla)

CATHERINE: Im sorry.. I don't want you.. (sabay alis)

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SCARLET: baka nambababae ka dun ha...

MIGUEL: ang kulit mo scarlet, hindi nga ako nambababae eh..

SCARLET: bkt, dahil ba enough na ako for you?

MiGUEL: hinde.. dahil babae ang anak natin..

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REPORTERS: “Ano ba ang mayroon kay Miguel Castillejos na wala si Enrique Torralba?”

ISADORA: “Cuteness at kabataan...”

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ISADORA: “Ano ba? Ba’t hanggang ngayon wala pa ang almusal ko?”

MANANG: “Eh, mam wala na po kaming maluto eh...”

ISADORA: “Anong wala nang mailuluto? Siguro kasi kinain niyo, inubos niyo, noh? Kasi ang tatakaw niyo?”

MANANG: “Mam, hindi po...”

ISADORA: “Naku sige na nga, sige na nga... Umalis na nga kayo sa paningin ko.”

SOPHIA: “Ma, kawawa naman sila manang...”

ISADORA: “Ma, kawawa naman sila manang… Ikaw naman, sinisindak ko lang.”

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WOMAN: “Ikaw ba si Isadora Castillejos?”

CATHERINE: “Bakit? Mukha ba akong demonyo?”

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ISADORA: Hoy! Pati ba naman basura hahalughugin niyo!

PULIS: Maaring nandito ho ang pumatay kay Rolando Ramirez.

ISADORA: Nandyan? Nandyan sa basura?

ISADORA: "Kakasuhan ko kayo ng harassment, tsaka stupidity! Pati ba naman basura papatulan nyo!?”

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ISADORA: Ito pala ang feeling maging hampaslupa. Kaloka!

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CATHERINE: How do I look?

SCARLET: You look like a dirty bitch who's about to do her job!

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ISADORA: Nitong kapatid ni... ni Lucifer??? Lucifeta!!!

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SCARLET: Anong gusto mong palabasin tita, na mas mahusay na presidente si Catherine kesa sa akin!

(Sabay pasok si Catherine)

CATHERINE:Oh yes! Good morning everyone. Scarlet, milya-milya naman talaga ang layo ko sayo, nagdududa ka pa ba?

SCARLET: Hindi mo maaagaw skn ang kumpanya. Sa akin 'to! Sa pamilya ko 'to! Sakin 'to!

CATHERINE: Nakuha ko na eh. Ako na ulit ang bagong nagmamayari ng Dela Rhea foods, ako na ulit ang bagong presidente. Ikaw naman kasi namihasa ka sa kakaabsent mo. Ginawa mong hobby. Yan tuloy malapit ng bumagsak ang kumpanya. Nalusutan tuloy kita, through the back door.

SCARLET: Dyan ka naman magaling eh... Backdoor, backstabbing, backbitting! Palibhasa ayaw mong ipakita yang pagmumukha mo dahil nababahiran na ng putik!

CATHERINE: Bago mo pansinin ang putik sa muka ko, tingnan mo muna yang pusali sa muka mo! Tignan mo, hindi na natatakpan ng mamahaling pabango mo ang nabubulok mong pagkatao! Actually, umaalingasaw na nga eh.

SCARLET: Hindi ako ang naamoy mo kung hindi ang naaagnas na katawan ng papa ko, minumulto ka dahil binababoy mo ang kumpanyang binuo nya!

CATHERINE: Kahit ano pang sbhn mo Scarlet, wala ka nang magagawa kaya umalis alis kana dyan sa trono ko dahil nagbalik na ang tunay na reyna!

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SCARLET: Catherine! Catherine, hindi pa tayo tapos. Lalabanan kita. Sinisigurado kong walang kahit na sinong judge ang maniniwala sa 'yo dahil sirang-sira na ang reputasyon mo. You're just a liar. you're just a bitch!

CATHERINE: Bitch?! Ows, Scarlet. Ako, bitch? At least ako, hindi ko kailangan magbayad ng 2 million pesos para lang may makipagdate sa 'kin. Nung una, si Miguel, binili mo. Ngayon naman si Raphael.

SCARLET: Walang hiya ka!

CATHERINE: Mas walang hiya ka!

SCARLET: Homewrecker!

CATHERINE: Adulteress!

SCARLET: Social climber!

CATHERINE: Slut!

SCARLET: Black widow!

CATHERINE: Desperate housewife from hell!

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Sa bagong bahay ni Isadora...

ISADORA: Naku mare, mabuti naman at napadaan ka. Alam mo medyo nalulungkot ako eh, namimiss ko kasi si Sophia.

ESTELLE: Mare, ah hindi ako magtatagal. Napadaan lang ako kasi gusto ko sanang kunin yung panyong ipinahiram ko sa 'yo. Alam mo... yung naalala mo nung naglasing ka.

ISADORA: (Nauutal ) Oo mare, of course. Ah kaso bakit mo pa kukunin yon? Nagamit ko na yon. Madumi na yon.

ESTELLE: Ok lang. Palalabhan ko. Napansin ko kasi wala ka na ring washing machine eh.

ISADORA: Ah ah o sige, mare. Hahanapin ko. (Paakyat na sana na ng bintana) Pero um, mare, ah bakit mo pa kukunin eh ang yaman-yaman mo naman. I'm sure, ang dami-dami mong panyo. 'Wag mo nang kunin.

ESTELLE: Eh it's part of a set kasi eh. So um, hindi na magiging kumpleto yon kung wala ang isa. At isa pa, regalo sa 'kin ni Enrique yon. Alam mo na, sentimental reasons lalo na ngayong wala na sya.

ISADORA: Um, o sige, Hahanapin ko na lang muna ha, mare. Pero kung hindi ko naman mahanap, ibibili na lang kita. Yung set of 3, yung 3 for 100. ako pa mismo ang magbuburda ng initials mo.


O dabah. winner.

gusto ko lang mag-blog.

oo, gusto ko lang. pero wala naman talaga akong isusulat na importante o may kabuluhan. wala lang talaga akong magawa at, tinotopak ako. may toyo ako ngayon dahil sa mga dahilang hindi na dapat isulat dito.

naranasan niyo na ba ung ganito? ung gustong gusto mo magblog pero wala ka namang maisulat? puro ganito lang. paikot-ikot lang. sasabihin ko lang na wala akong maisulat kahit gusto ko magsulat. ang galing no.. pwede pala un. di naman matatawag na writer’s block ung ganito diba?

eto… eto… eto…

ah este… ganito ang kalalabasan pag nagsubok kayong sumulat kahit wala naman kayong isusulat talaga. sasayangin niyo lang panahon ng mga taong babasa parang kung pano niyo sinayang panahon nyo sa pagbasa nito.

diba.

me, da li'l mongoloid ober er.

Putek! yun na lang nasabi ko nung nakita ko to sa prengster account ng tita ko. shemes. parang mongoloid lang ako dito o. dahil sa picture na to napagtanto ko na bata pa lang pala ako, di na kami magkasundo ng camera. eto ebidensya, pambihira.

this was taken at pampanga when we had our vacation there in 1994 or 1995. im unsure about the year, antagal na kasi nito e. terno pa kami ng kapatid ko. sha ung little guy na kapareho ko ng suot.. haller, terno nga e diba. dati anliliit pa namin o.. ngayon, anlaki na namin. anuraw?

haha, pasensha. nakakasira lang ng bait ichura ko dito. wuhoooooo!!!

dahil tapos na ang September...

ang daming nagtatanong kung pwede na raw ba gisingin ang kumanta ng “Wake Me Up When Spetember Ends..”. E tinatanong pa ba un? umaygas, simple english lang o… hehe. kung magsalita ako akala mo hindi ko finorward ung joke na un o. wut da…

At shempre, dahil October 1 na at tapos na nga naman ang September, ang mga tao feel na feel iforward ung joke na un sa text, including yours truly. Harujusko. Forward pa rin ng forward… E diba last September pa ung joke na un? Okay, look who’s talking.

siguro tuwing September, mabubuhay ang joke na yun. seasonal, baga. shempre, alangan namang iforward or ijoke mo un nang hindi October diba. kung iisipin, tuwing October 1 lang okay iforward itong joke na ito kasi… or during the first week of October. Kasi parang wala na ung essence pag lumagpas na ang first week. wala lang, naisip ko lang naman.

so sino nga ba ang kumanta ng Wake Me Up When September Ends? Mahanap nga’t magising. Blah, ankorny.

SIOMAI HOUSE’s Customer Service. Haller???

Pesteng Siomai House yan. I’m talking about the Siomai House sa Victory Mall. Yung stall na nasa tabi ng escalator. Oo, ayoko silang ipinpoint. Shemes na yan.

Iritang irita kami ni Erik kahapon kay ateng malaki ang mata na mukhang pinaglihi sa sama ng loob. Ganito kasi yung nangyari.

Umorder kami ng 2 siomai. Shempre siomai ung inorder namin kasi siomai house nga eh, no? okay. si ateng nagmamagaling at excellent sa customer service nilagyan agad ng chili ung dalawang siomai without asking kung gusto ba o ayaw namin ng chili. e nagkataon ayoko dahil hindi ako fan ng kaanghangan sa mundo. so i calmly said, “ate ung isa walang chili ha..”. si ate naman mega sagot ng “e nalagyan na po e.” so sabi ko naman, “wala akong pakialam kung nalagyan na, palitan niyo. hindi kasi nagtatanong e”.. char!! shempre hindi ko un sinabi, lols. sabi ko “e ayoko nga po ng meron…” in a very moderate tone. at eto na si ate, naghurumintado na. kala mo sha lang ang tindera ng siomai sa mundo. dabog dito, dabog doon. ismid dito, ismid doon. irap dito, irap doon, buntong hininga rito, buntong hininga roon. shempre ako tinititigan ko lang sha at pinapanood habang sa isip isip ko pinapaslang ko sha ng pinong-pino. haha.

so tahimik lang ako. pagka-serve ng siomai at gulaman, mega singil agad si ate. sabi kay erik “66 po lahat.” si erik naman hindi pinansin kasi hindi naman kami sanay na bayad agad. shempre gusto muna namin kumain. etong si ateng walang konsepto ng pagpapasensha nagsalita ulit. inulit nya kay erik na 66 daw ang babayaran namin. eto na ang nakakagulat na bahagi ng kwento, si erik na super pasenshoso at super bait na hindi basta-bastang nagagalit, nairita kay ate. hindi ko kinaya, hehe. sabi ni erik, “sige, mamaya.. kakain muna kami.” at eto namang si ate na pinaglihi sa toyo tinapik ung nakasabit na sign na pay as you order at sabihan ba naman si erik na “pakibasa nalang po.” si ate o gumaganun? nagaangas ang mokang. at shempre ang erik hindi nagpatalo at lalong nainis. nagbayad ng 100 at nagdemand ng sukli right after. nagkaron pa ng sagutan. hinihingi ni erik ang pangalan ni ate pero ate refused to give out her name. sabi naman ni erik, “bakit ayaw mo sabihin pangalan mo, natatakot ka ba?” at ayun si ate bumangka pa.. sabi ba naman, “bat naman ako matatakot?” hodiba????? antaray!! shemes na yan.

so napikon na ako ng bonggang bongga. hindi ko na kinaya ang pagaangas ni ate. sabi ko, “anong problema mo? diba dapat kasi nagtatanong kayo kung lalagyan ng chili o hindi? bakit ka nakikipagaway samin? tama ba yan? customer kami kaya umayos ka. magbabayad naman kami ha. ayusin niyo customer service niyo ha. nakakairita ka.” at ang ate, hindi sumasagot, at hindi rin makatingin samin. nakayuko sha at tinatarayan ang sahig. peste. kaya cinomplain namin sha.

pambihirang customer service yan. umakyat lahat ng dugo ko sa ulo e, hindi ko sha kinaya.

Ito ung SIOMAI HOUSE sa ground floor ng Victory Mall sa Monumento. Nasa tabi ng escalator. Left side kapag paakyat ka ng escalator. Ang dami na rin palang nagcocomplain about their customer service. Hindi naman sa sinasabi kong wag kayong bibili dun pero parang ganun na rin yon. haha.

Guards at Trinoma are soooooo unbelievable.

Hehe. oo umbelibabol sila. hindi pa ako nakatagpo ng guard dun na nagkamali ng pagbigay ng directions sakin. everytime.. as in everytime magtatanong ako, tama talaga sagot nila.

and to test kung gaano kagaling ung mga guard, nung last punta namin ni erik, tinest namin. nagtanong kami, as in ung tipo ng tanong na may mga follow-up pa. and the conversation went something like this:

E&Z: Kuya, excuse me.. san po YRYS.

G: Dun po (pointing to the opposite direction).

*Since may something sa activity center ng Trinoma, hindi namin natatanaw ung tinuturo niya.

E&Z: San po kami iikot?

G: Liko po kayo sa Red Ribbon.

*And guess what, tama sha! kamay sa dibdib! at take note, mabilis ung pagsagot, hindi ung parang nagisip pa.

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ang galing talaga. elibs ako, oo.. oa ba? o sige, itry niyo magtanong sa mga kamoteng guards ng SM. dati nagtanong ako, ang sagot ba naman “Naku, bago lang po ako dito.” Palusot. Or kung totoo man, should that be an excuse? Basta natutuwa talaga ako ng bonggang bongga sa guards ng Trinoma.

Dey are soooo umbelibabol-tubol-marmol-kuhol!

oo, insecure ako. e ano naman?

I feel insecure, so whut? what’s the fuss? kasalanan ba ang maging insecure paminsan? if it is, to whom should i apologize? kelangan ko ba magconfess sa pari? i sure know that it’s a negative thing but i don’t think it’s a sin. i see it as a phase, at least for me. hindi naman ako habang buhay maiinsecure. ang OA naman kung ganun diba.

when one feels insecure, maraming factors yan. but the gist of it all is that you think that the person’s better than you in some ways and you cannot accept it. you don’t want it that way. since wala kang magawa na immediate action regarding that, you cope with the situation by feeling insecure. diba? also, it does not mean that you hate the person.

like me, naiinsecure ako ngayon sa isang particular na babae. aminado ako. kasi naman, she’s pretty, magaling sumayaw, and *blah — sa akin na lang ung isang reason. i don’t hate her. i don’t even despise her. akshali parang nagooverlap ung inggit and insecurity.. related sila, parang ganun. wala pa naman sigurong naaresto at nakulong on grounds of pleading guilty about insecurity no? okay. based on my experience, feeling insecure towards a person can both be a harmful and helpful thing. depende e. harmful if mag-settle ka na sa idea na s/he’s better than you. kasi nakakadepress ung ganun diba. but it’s helpful naman if it will serve as some sort of motivation to be better.

if it’s the latter, i think there’s something that we should ask to ourselves.. something that i’ve been ponderin’ about lately. tama ba na gamitin ang insecurity as a motivation to become better? kasi diba pag ganun, it’s like you’re competing with that person when the only person you should be competing with is YOURSELF. MESELF. Pero in fairness to my situation, naha-hype talaga ako to become better lalo na sa mga aspects na sa tingin ko (right now) ay lamang sha sakin. ampanget pakinggan at ang loser, i know. that’s why i’m trying to redirect things regarding this matter.

if i really want to become better, i should do it for myself. yan ang pilit kong sinasaksak sa isip ko. and not to prove that i am better than her. mas healthy kasi un diba? the only problem is, it’s difficult coz the situation itself is vague. you cannot draw the line between the two. i sometimes get confused if i’m on the right track - you know, trying not to use my insecurity as the main motivation coz oftentimes, the two situations seem to overlap.

ang hirap. so if you’ve a better idea? share niyo naman. you might actually help a lot of insecure people out there, not just me.

excerpt la-ang itey :)

This is just an excerpt of what I wrote in my ABOUT ME page in my Wordpress account. Haha.

"...I believe that spirits/ghosts roam around us and that they are here. Sometimes they sit beside you. They stand behind you while you raid your ref for food. They stare back at you when you stare outside your car window. They lie beside you at night and consume every free space in your bed. They accompany you at the wash room and sings with you when you sing your jam, you just can’t hear them. They are basically everywhere. I know because I see them. I feel them..."

too many memories.

the past few days i've been thinking of getting rid of my phone. wala lang. bukod sa natatamad na ako magdelete ng na-imbak na mga messages since june (NOTE: 4,264 sa inbox and 4111 sa sent items), it just reminds me of too many things. may sad at may happy.. wala lang. sobrang maraming alaala itong phone na ito... may mga ilang memories na ayoko na maalala hanggat maaari... mga memories na ayoko na balikan EVAHHH. haha, conyo?

one close friend of mine told me ang weird ko raw. kasi usually daw pag maraming memories dapat mas nagiging attached ka sa bagay na un. kumbaga, it already has its sentimental value. pero wala eh ganun e. walang basagan ng trip.

too many memories... some of which i'd like to TOTALLY leave behind.
ano bang magandang phone? suggestions.. anyone?

new blog account =D

i have a new account. just wanted to try wordpress. here's the link. Click the (heart) ♥

i'm still goin' to keep this active and updated so if ever this blog link is included on your blogroll, please do not remove it. add niyo na lang ung wordpress ko.. para masaya. :D

i had a bad day.

i had a terrible morning. ampanget ng gising ko. ganun ata talaga pag nakatulog ka na may something, hanggang panaginip susundan ka. buti na lang come before lunch, things started to get better. i started smiling sa office. i finally showed some enthusiasm sa ginagawa ko. naka-pick up din sa wakas ng energy.

okay. ang loner lang ng dating ko. dahil si Momi Grace ay naka-maternity leave na, nag-adjust kami ng breaktime. so alanganin ung breaktime ko, laging wala akong kasabay kumain. tipong pagdating ko sa canteen, kakaalis lang ng mga tao… as in inaabutan ko madalas ung mga crew na nagliligpit at nagpupunas ng tables. jusko, para akong gumagawa ng mtv tuwing lunchbreak. ang lungkot kumain mag-isa.

overtime. yes, nagpapalaki ako ng salary. umoovertime lang. hehe. i need to recover from my saksakan-ako-ng-malas-experience last payday. i stayed at the office until around 6:30. went home with ate ayen (our AOTL). of course, as usual, anhirap sumakay ng jeep. we waited for around 20 minutes before we were able to get a ride. ayun, pag-akyat namin sa jeep parang napaisip na kami agad na mag-back out. naman! ang asim ng amoy sa loob ng jeep. nakasara pa halos lahat ng bintana. umaygas talaga. grabe. at eto pa ang mas masaya.. ang traffic! shemes.

sa wakas, nakauwi rin ng bahay. pagdating at hanggang ngayon, nakaupo lang ako dito sa harap ng pc. inuugat nanaman. friendster dito, multiply doon. message dito, sagot doon. tapos bukas, ganun lang ulit.

anyone familiar with Paulo Coelho’s Veronika Decides to Die?

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JUST A REPOST. Cute. Read On! :)

From Odell's site.Read it guys, it might actually help you. :)
Go Girls!! haha.

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there's no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn't exist. Oh trust me darling, she does.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she's never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she's lucky that she has you, and no, you're not available. You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there's nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls "babe" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares. You say she's nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying"That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU." You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Try to leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl. She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the perfect boyfriend.

one night only. hormones lang 'to, hormones lang.

this isn’t about the E-heads concert, okay. So if you expect to read something about Eheads, you might want to close this window or tab na lang and put your time to a better use.

wala lang. malungkot ako today. hindi ko ma-explain yung root… marami kasing factors. atsaka ewan ko ba, umiral nanaman ang kawalan ko ng confidence sa sarili ko. i duno. lately kasi sobrang wasak ang self-esteem ko. aysows, hindi ko alam kung anong gamot sa ganitong kaartehan. shemes.

pero ngayon lang to. im trying something new now. i think if i stop dwelling to these kinds of kaartehan at kadramahan, it will eventually go away. pag bumalik edi ganun ulit… parang saykol (cycle) lang baga. kaya one night only. after tonight, i know i’ll be all better. may sapak lang talaga ako ngayon.

i need my medicine♥

erik, wru?

puro na lang sana. pesteng buhay to.

parang gusto ko nang mamatay.. and be born again and re-direct my life. re-make the the things i chose and the decisions i made.

sana matapang din ako gaya nya para i won't be like this. i won't be too clingy..

panibagong araw

busy-busyhan nanaman. traning ulit for the concert. as usual, late nanaman kami ni lola chie sa training. kumusta naman kasi ang pabagu-bagong plans. mga tatlong tao lang naman ata ang nagtext na yung sinabi nila ang final plan daw. at eto pa, kumusta naman din na ung final plans "daw" na tinext nila ay magkakaiba naman. hep hep hurray!!

mamaya maguusap kami, excited ba ako? excited na takot. excited kasi after ng breakup namin, ngayon lang ulit kami maguusap. takot kasi sa tuwing naguusap kami, lumalabas mula sa bibig nya na parang palala ng palala ung sitwashon (sa part nya). pero keribels lang. hindi na nga ako maiyak e, parang naubos na ung luha ko. o baka dahil nga manhid na ako. bahala na si God. let His will be done.

ooooops. tapos na maligo si lola chie. my turn na. and back to elbi nanaman ako.
ngiti-ngiti lang.

mas matatag. mas matibay. mas nagmahal. oo, manhid na ako.

wala na akong maramdaman. alam ko lang mahal ko sha. yun lang. wala na akong maramdaman aside from that. sa tindi ng sakit na nararamdaman ko nitong nakaraang buwan, wala na.. nagising ako kanina na parang sanay na ako na ganun, na nandyan ung sadness. sa sobrang sakit, wala na akong maramdaman ngayon. kaya kahit gano kasakit pa ang mga darating na pangyayari, paguusap o anuman, keri ko na yan. wala na akong iiinda dahil wala na, nasagad na. manhid na manhid na.

ang layo-layo na nya. ang dami kong nababalitaan na magagandang nangyayari sa kanya, sa career nya. masaya ako para sa kanya. tama na muna siguro un ganun. ito nga siguro ung tama, space, like what he said. okay. kesa pilitin ko, baka lalo pang mawala ung katiting na pagasa ko. atsaka baka makasira lang ako. mashado nang maraming nangyayari sa mundo nya, marami na shang iniintindi. sa ngayon, wala pa akong lugar sa buhay nya. kaya dito na lang muna ako, sa isang tabi. maghihintay. aasa at aasa pa rin ako. magmamahal at magmamahal pa rin sa kanya. at least, kung anuman ang kahantungan ng lahat ng ito, alam kong ginawa ko ang lahat ng kaya ko para ipaglaban ang pagmamahal ko.


pagdating ng araw (kung darating man) na kailanganin niya ng kaibigan, girlfriend, o buddy, o kahit ano. nandito lang ako. pwede na mapagtyagaan. magkasya na lang sa kung anong pwede. sakit? wala na ata akong hindi kakayanin (sa ngayon)... wala na akong maramdaman e, wala na bukod sa pagmamahal ko sa kanya.

A Repost: INTRO FOR MS. GAY COMPETITION!!!

I got this from my dear friend, Andrea na nakuha naman daw niya sa greenpinoy.com.
Wala lang, nakakatawa. Though medyo derogatory yung last.. Hmm.. Keri lang.

Gutom ako, gutom kayo, gutom tayong lahat…HUNGARY!

Hola viola kaserola tinola sarangola arinola ni lola…VENEZUELA!

Boom! Kaboom! Kablam! AFGHANISTAN!

Malay mo, malay ko, malay nating lahat…MALAYSIA!

Baha doon, baha dito, baha sa buong mundo…BAHAMAS!

Hindi akin, hindi sayo, kanino sya?! KENYA!

1 way, 2 way, there’s no other way! NORWAY!

Sing kana, sing ka pa, ilabas ang magic sing…SINGAPORE!

Mula sa lupaing kulang sa bigas, san damakmak ang mandurugas…PILIPINAS!

A MUST READ.

Got this from a distant network.

This is a story from University of the Philippines (Diliman) about a young college girl who passed away last month....

Her name was Summera. She was hit by a dumper truck. She had a boy friend named Arif. Both of them were true lovers. They always hung on the phone.

You could never see her without her cell phone. In fact she also changed
her phone from Smart to Globe, so both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost and get good network coverage. She spent half of the day talking with Arif. Summera's family knew about their relationship.

Arif was very close with Summera's family. (Just imagine their love).

Before she passed away she always told her friends "If I pass away please bury me with my hand ph one" she also said the same thing to her parents.>

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After her death, people couldn't carry her coffin, I was there. A lot of
them tried to do so but still couldn't, everybody including me, had tried to carry the coffin, the result is still the same. Eventually, they called a Feng Shui Master. He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.

After a few minutes, he said "this girl misses something here". Then her
friends told the Master about her intentions to bury her with her phone.

He then opened the coffin and places her phone and SIM card inside the
casket. After that they tried to carry the coffin. It could be moved and
they carried it into the van easily. All of us were shocked. Summera's
parents did not inform Arif that Summera had passed away. After 2 weeks

Arif called Summera,s mom. Arif:"I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me.

Dont tell Summera that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her." Her

mother replied..... "You come home first, I wanna tell you something very

important." after he came, they told him the truth about Summera.

Arif thought that they were playing a fo ol. He was laughing and said

"don't try to fool me - tell Summera to come out, i have a gift for her

Please stop this nonsense". Then they showed him her grave. He said...

"It's not true. We spoke yesterday. She still calls me.

Arif was shaking. Suddenly, his phone rang. "See this is from Summera,
see this..." he showed the phone to Summera,s family. All of them told him to answer. He talked using the loudspeaker mode. All of them heard his conversation. Loud and clear, no cross lines, no humming. It was the actual voice of Summera & there was no way others could use her SIM card since it was nailed inside the coffin. They were so shocked and asked for the Feng Shui Master's help again. The Master brought his co-masters to solve this matter. He & his co-masters worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing...

Globe has the best coverage.

Where ever you go, their network follows

I WASTED 10 MINUTES OF MY LIFE READING THIS TSSSSS. OH WELL. HAHA!

something something :)

Here's something I got from one of my colleagues, JM of UP Street and The Crew. Wala lang. Try niyo rin! :P

1. Kamote

2. Bez

3. Pards

4. Tiny

5. Amy

6. Andeng

7. Pentz

8. Pipoy

9. Panget

10. Ebs

11. Buddy

12. Nhek

13. Erikson

Number 1. – JAN ERIK ZAPATA SANTOS – My Kamote

1. Why is this person number one? My closest guy pal :)

2. Where did you meet this person? At school, way back highschool.

3. Are you and this person close? Uber!

4. Do you secretly hate this person? Hindi no! I love him! :)

5. Have you ever backstabbed this person? Nope at hindi mangyayari yun kahit kelan.

6. What if this person migrates to another country? Malungkot yun pero okay lang din para padalhan niya ako ng mga something. Haha!!

7. What is the color of this person`s hair? Black. Parang black na pancit canton minus the sahog. Lols.

8. Do you spend a lot of time with this person? Dati oo, ngayon hindi na mashado. Nagka-gf na e, kaya MIA na siya. Hehe.

9. When is this person`s birthday? January 8. Siya panganay sa kada. :P

10. Would this person and number 8 make a good match? Ahaha! Oo, pwedeng pwede! Hahaha!!

Number 2. – CHRISTINA BIANCA SECERIO LIM – My Bez

1. How did you meet this person? She’s my cousin. And we used to be enemies during our childhood. Pero bestfriends na kami ngayon.

2. What`s your song for this person? Count On Me ♥

3. What if this person died? Shempre super sad no! *Knock on wood

4. What is this person's favorite color? Dati pink pero ngayon yellow na. J

5. Does this person have a friendster account? Yes.

6. Would you consider going out with this person? We go out occasionally.

7. Does this person know number 7? I think so. Kilala mo nga ba Bez?

8. Where does this person study? Graduate na siya e. Thomasian siya dati.

9. Would you take a bullet for this person? Oo naman no! Pero kung pwede naming hindi ganun, wag na lang. Hahaha!! Kiddin’!

10. Would you hold this person`s hand? Why not.

Number 3. – GENE CARLO CHING GONZALES – My Pards

1. Is this person nice? Super nice!

2. Has this person ever done anything wrong to you? Sinabi niya kay Buddy kung gano kalaki ung na-gain ko na weight kahit usapan naman secret un. So in short, Yes. :P

3. Would you go skinny dipping with this person? Naku! No! No! No! Haha!

4. Does this person`s parents like you? Kilala ng parents niya buong kada namin and wala naman silang violent reactions so I guess, oo. J

5. Do you and this person talk? Oo, araw-araw!

6. What if this person stole something from you? Lagot siya sakin. Ilalabas ko lahat ng baho niya, haha!

7. Does this person make a good match with number 4? Actually, mag-ex sila! Yikee!!

8. Who does this person like? Si Khaye. Love na raw niya! ♥

9. To what do you associate this person with? Anything funny. Mapa-idea, bagay o pangyayari because he's a really funny person.

10. Does this person have AIDS? Wala ATA. Haha.

Number 4. – CHRISTINA ALARILLA – My Yatot-Laki-Tummy

1. Is this person talkative? Oo. You should see her when she’s drunk. Haha.

2. Where does this person live? Bulacan.

3. Is this person pretty? Yes.

4. Do you think this person will repost this? Wala siyang multiply at yamot siya sa mga ganito.

5. What is this person`s favorite sport? Hindi siya sporty e. Pwede ba yung pag-movie marathon ng sexy films?? Haha.

6. Would you go to Iraq with this person? Bat naman kami pupuntang Iraq. :P

7. Would you take a bath with this person? Pwede. Why not.

8. Did this person ever make you angry? Hindi pa, in fairness to her.

9. Is this person funny? YES, she’s really funny.

10. How much does this person mean to you? A lot! She’s one of my closest girlfriends.

Number 5. – AMY TIBIG – Almira, The English Teacher

1. What if this person smoked? Keri lang. Not a big deal.

2. What if your parents forbid you to hang out with this person? I’d still see her. Pasaway ako e. Lols. I love her that much. :)

3. Would you take risks for this person? Oo naman.

4. Would you wish this person was your sister/brother? Pwede. I love her company e.

5. Does this person like country music? Nope.

6. What words does this person like saying? “Jusko naman” “Si ate/kuya o”.. Basta parang pronoun yung “ate/kuya” kung gamitin niya to refer to a person. Hehe.

7. What if this person`s mother died? I’ll be there for her.

8. Is this person single? Yes. NBSB siya, actually. :P

9. Does this person get along well with 10? Oo, sila yung parang mag-bestfriend sa kada.

10. Does this person have long hair? Yes.

Number 6. – MARIA ANDREA FATIMA MAMANGUN – My long distance girlfriend.

1. Is this person creative? I think so.

2. Is this person rich? Yes, in a lot of ways.

3. Is this person an only child? Nope.

4. Does this person own a sweatshirt? Siguro.

5. Does this person play an instrument? I’m not sure. A little of guitar ata? Basta kumakanta siya, yun yon. :P

6. Would this person marry number 12? Kumusta naman ang pareho silang straight at parehong babae.

7. When did you last see this person? Mga 8 years ago na ata. Tagal na no?

8. What would you give this person on his/her birthday? Hmmm.. Greetings? Lols.

9. Would you cry for this person? Oo naman.

10. What is the color of this person`s eyes? Dark Brown siguro

Number 7. – LUIS GATMAITAN – My Pentz

1. Does this person have a brother? Yep, 1 younger brother.

2. What is this person`s favorite number? Ay di ko alam e. Itatanong ko pag nagkita kami. :P

3. Does this person wear eyeglasses? Nope. Sa laki ng mata niya, malinaw paningin niya no. Peace Pentz!

4. Is this person a good singer? Ay oo. Super. Kakainlab!

5. Where does this person live? Bulacan.

6. Does this person know number 8? Oo naman.

7. Do you idolize this person? Oo, idol ko to sa pagka-pasaway! :))

8. Are you schoolmates with this person? Nung highschool.

9. Is this person still a virgin? Naku, Malabo. Haha!

10. Is this person mad at you? Nope.

Number 8. – JOHN CARLO LEONARDO – My Pipoy

1. Would you die for this person? Pwede na rin. :P

2. Do you share common interests with this person? Oo naman.

3. Is this person in a band? Nope.

4. Are this person`s eyes big? Nope.

5. Does this person have bangs? Hmmm… Parang. Undefined yung hairstyle niya e. :P

6. How is this person`s relationship with her parents? Okay naman. May kanya-kanya silang buhay. Lols.

7. Does this person sleep late? Oo, nocturnal sha.

8. Is this person Catholic? Yes.

9. When will you see this person again? Maybe sa weekend. :)

10. Is this person pure in race? Yes.

Number 9. – MARC FLORIS MELENCIO ROXAS – My Panget

1. Does this person have a Myspace account? Wala ata. Hindi ko sure e.

2. Is this person a good kisser? Hahaha! Ayokong alalahanin. :))

3. Does this person smoke? Nope.

4. Have you ever went to a party with this person? Yes.

5. Have you ever seen this person naked? Nope.

6. How often do you talk to this person? Super minsan na lang.

7. Does this person wear stripped shirts? Hindi ata. Hindi ko pa siya nakita magsuot ng ganun. :P

8. Is this person vain? Hindi no, yun pa?! Sus, ayaw nga nun nang maarte e.

9. Do you think this person will become very succesful? Oo naman, ang talino kaya niya.

10. Is this person taken? Yes :)

Number 10. – MICHAEL JULIUS PLATON RUBIO – My Ebs

1. Would you shoot this person? With a watergun, why not.

2. Is this person sexy? Haha! Oo na lang.

3. Do you text with this person? Oo naman.

4. Have you gone on a road trip with this person? Once pa lang ata.

5. Has this person ever hurt you? Highschool days. Haha.

6. Would you sing for this person? Oo naman. Hindi ako mahihiya kasi pareho kami sintunado, lamang pa nga siya e. :)) Peace mikes!

7. Does this person drink? Yes.

8. Does this person still have a father? Nasa heaven na.

9. Would you borrow underwear from this person? Wahaha!! No!

10. Does this person have feelings for number 7? Ngek. Kumusta naman yun. Wala no.

Number 11. – GLAIZA JANE LOSITO – My Buddy

1. What reminds you of this person? Hmmmm... bonsai - halaman na kino-control ang pag-grow. Wow, emo.

2. Is this person famous? Okay lang.

3. Is this person smart? Yes.

4. Do you regret meeting this person? NO! Why would I.

5. Would you consider falling asleep with this person? Yes, why not. Napakarami na kaya naming overnights.

6. Does this person wear jumpers? Nope.

7. What`s the craziest thing you`ve done with this person? Haha. Sa amin na lang yun.

8. Is this person a cheerful person? Yes. Kahit hindi halata. Haha.

9. Would you join a fraternity if this person forced you to? Nope.

10. Does this person hang out with number 2? Nope. Hindi sila close at hindi sila friends.

Number 12. – NELIZZA ANNE BALIA – My Mare

1. What sport does this person play? Wakeboarding. Sports ba ang Airsoft?

2. Is this person vain? Yes. Haha.

3. Do you think this person`s cute? Yes.

4. Do you like this person? I love her! ;)

5. Is this person annoying? Nope. Not at all.

6. Does this person rock your world? Yeah. You bet she can. Ang crazy kaya niya.

7. Is this person good in dancing? Party dancing, I think so.

8. Have you ever seen this person accidentally? I see her often but not accidentally.

9. Have you ever hitched a ride with this person? Not yet. Di ko pa naexperience mag-motor kasama siya.

10. Does this person ever join threesomes? Haha, kahit party animal siya, hindi siya ganun ka-wild. :P

Number 13. - JOHN ERIKSON FABILANE JAVIER - My All (Parang kanta lang, hehe)

1. Have you gotten into a fight with this person? Yes, and I think that’s normal.

2. Is this person pregnant? Naku, oo siguro. Haha.

3. Does this person`s siblings know you? Yes.

4. Do you miss this person? Super.

5. Are you buddies with this person? Yes.

6. What would you do if this person got hurt? Lagot sakin ang mananakit sa kanya!

7. Does this person still have a mother? Yes.

8. Did you ever have long conversations with this person? Oo naman.

9. Is this person crazy? Oh Yes! Super!

10. Why is he the last person in your list? I always save the best for last.

iwas lungkot at boredom :)

Wala lang, nakaktuwa lang gawin 'to. Plus bored ako and natatamad pa mag-upload ng pics. :P


Dear David,
I don't really know how to tell you this but our romance is over.
I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me at the mental hospital
and I saw you sit at my Kid Rock collection.

I'm sure you're open enough to understand how boring you are and that
Santa doesn't exist.

I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your grades from college
as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the
embarrassing rash.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
Zen


Do it like this:
Dear (the person who last texted/smsed you).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.

I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___.

I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm inlove with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
Annat; With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit at
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Scarred
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Mongolic
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N -Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

putting ourselves in someone else's shoes

Unlike any other creature on this planet, humans can learn and
understand, without having experienced. They can think themselves into other
people's minds, imagine themselves into other people's places.

Of course, this is a power, like my brand of fictional magic, that is
morally neutral. One might use such an ability to manipulate, or
control, just as much as to understand or sympathise.

And many prefer not to exercise their imaginations at all. They choose
to remain comfortably within the bounds of their own experience, never
troubling to wonder how it would feel to have been born other than they
are. They can refuse to hear screams or to peer inside cages; they can
close their minds and hearts to any suffering that does not touch them
personally; they can refuse to know.

I might be tempted to envy people who can live that way, except that I
do not think they have any fewer nightmares than I do. Choosing to live in
narrow spaces can lead to a form of mental agoraphobia, and that brings
its own terrors. I think the wilfully unimaginative see more monsters.
They are often more afraid.

What is more, those who choose not to empathise may enable real
monsters. For without ever committing an act of outright evil ourselves, we
collude with it, through our own apathy.

One of the many things I learned at the end of that Classics corridor
down which I ventured at the age of 18, in search of something I could not
then define, was this, written by the Greek author Plutarch: What we achieve
inwardly will change outer reality.

That is an astonishing statement and yet proven a thousand times every
day of our lives. It expresses, in part, our inescapable connection with
the outside world, the fact that we touch other people's lives simply by
existing.

- Excerpt from J.K. Rowling's commencement speech for Harvard
Grabbed from: Ma'am Lynette Carpio

bored at walang magawa :)

Okay, dahil nasa mood akong magsagot ng kung anuano at magbabad dito sa multiply, magsasagot na lang ako ng mga survey na grinab ko kung kani-kanino. :P i got this one from bez.

MY CURRENT LIFE IN 85 QUESTIONS

1. What are your plans for tomorrow?
- Work.

2. Who's car were you in last?
- sa officemate ko. :)

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
- Mamaya. Kikiss ko si momi paguwi niya. :P

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
- gray.

5. How long is your hair?
- hindi abot sa balikat.

6. Song You Hear Right Now?
- Can We Chill.

7. Instrument Played?
- wala e. Pero gusto ko talaga magaral ng gitara.

8. Last movie you watched?
- Sa moviehouse? Forbidden Kingdom.

9. Last thing you ate?
- Potato Crisps.

10. Last thing you drank?
- Gatorade.

11. Where did you sleep last night?
- sa room ko.

13. Are you happy right now?
- i don't know.

14. What did you say last?
- "Ingat po."

15. Where is your phone?
- Beside me.

16. What kind of music do you listen?
- Hip-hop, R&B, and Alternative.

17. What color are your eyes?
- Brown.

18. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
- hmmm..

19. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
- having to secondguess myself and others.

20. Why?
- mas nakakastress pa kesa sa work ko.

21. What kind of music genre are you listening before?
- R&B.

22. What kind of music genre are you listening now?
- R&B still.

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
- thing?? underwater camera/dslr!! but peace of mind will be priceless. :)

24. What is your Favorite Store?
- ever loyal ako sa Divi. :P.. and TCQ!!

25. Who makes you happiest right now?
- My friends and family.

34. When is your birthday?
- marsobente

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
- pipoy

37. When is the last time you were in a swimming pool?
- last month lang.

40. How do you feel about your hair right now?
- goood. i loooove it.

41. Do you have expensive Jewelry?
- yes.

46. Where does most of your family live?
- Philippines. ;P

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
- one younger sib

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
- hindi pwede ma-late sa work! :))

50. Do you drink beer?
- no.

54. What was your favorite subject in school?
- Devc70!! :)

57. Do you have any talents?
- Yes. :P

58. Have you ever been in a wedding?
- Yes.

61. Ever met someone famous?
- I met Dolphy. :))

63. Do you want to be famous one day?
- Why not.

65. Are you multitasking right now?
- If watching the news and answering this counts.

67. Do you believe in Karma?
- oh Yes.

68. What color are your nails right now?
- wala.. ung natural color lang.

69. What was the highlight of your week?
- work.

70. Favorite tv show?
- PBB :P

71. Ever been to another continent?
- Yes.

72. Ever been to Las Vegas?
- Nope.

75. When is the last time you updated your blog?
- Last night. Hindi rito.. sa ibang blog account. :)

76. Have you been to New York City?
- nope.

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
- Beavis and Butthead!!

82. Stupidest thing you ever did?
- sakin na lang un. *it was the stupidest yet it felt really goooooood <3

83. Last time you were sick?
- Matagal na e.. months ago na ata.

84. Do you like anyone right now?
- yes

85. Do you think anyone will repost this?!
- Malay ko.